My Sweet Desire : Nickolo Ortega

TSDNO : Part 33 - Body Shot

"Are you sure about that, bro? I mean, choosing Tricia against Ehm and your kids, diba mas lamang dapat sina Ehm. " said Lance.

"I'm having a second thought about it. But, i have to choose Tricia for now, her pregnancy is in finical stage and i can't take it if something happened to them."

"If you're having a second thought, then why not choose Ehm and your kids. Don't get me wrong bro, pero how sure you are na ikaw yong ama ng pinagbubuntis ni Tricia?" Dwight asked from nowhere. Yeah, he's right. Di rin ako sure kung ako nga talaga ang ama nung pinagbubuntis niya. O kung talagang buntis nga ba siya. But her doctor confirmed it. Subukan lang niyang bilugin ang ulo ko, makakatikim talaga siya sakin. "I mean, yes.. naging girlfriend mo siya but knowing her, she's not the type of girl na nagpapabuntis. Sayo na rin galing na importante sa kanya yong career niya, then why the sudden change of mind?" It hits me. Bat diko naisip yon. Siya mismo ang nagsabi sakin na ayaw pa niyang mabuntis, that's the reason why she's using contraceptives. To avoid pregnancy. Shit! Is she lying to me? But why?

"Try to get a second opinion, pero dapat ikaw ang mamimili ng doctor. Hindi yong kakilala niya. Malay mo, she's just messing up with you. Hindi natin alam kung anong iniisip ni Tricia, she's so possessive when it comes to you, kaya di malayong mangyari yong mga sinasabi namin sayo." - Lance

"If that's true, then i'll make sure she'll be rotten in hell." I clenched my fists. Got my vodka and drink straight till the last drop. I don't care if they're looking at me like there's something wrong.

"Whooa..easy bro! We have the whole night. Wag kang magmadali." - Dwight.

"Nah, i just want to get wasted. This is my last night here, We'll be flying to France tomorrow." I said and smirked.

"That's two in a row, Nick. Hindi pa nga bumabalik si Mark, aalis ka rin. Nasayang lang pala yong effort namin for your proposal. I'm sure Mark will surely get mad to you this time. You broke Ehm's heart for the third time, bro." napapailing na wika ni Lance.

"Kung sakin lang siya na-inlove, i'll never do that to her. I'll choose her no matter what. Even if it cost my own life. Pero ikaw ang pinili niya, wala akong magagawa dun. Her heart beats for you. But you're an asshole, you keep on hurting her." I looked at Dwight's face. He's serious. I knew how he loved Ehm even before. Hanggang ngayon mahal pa rin niya si Ehm.

I sighed deeply. Naiisip ko yong proposal na pinagplanuhan namin. Ang dami kong gustong mangyari pero bakit walang nasunod. Nakakatawa lang. We planned about it, we argued even on the small details, we even ditched some people...yon pala hindi matutuloy. Walang proposal na mangyayari. Because i quit, i hurt her and now i'm leaving with another girl. Yeah, my life is awful, it sucks!

"Pero alam mo bro, pwede naman nating ituloy yong proposal pagbalik mo. Wag ka lang magtagal dun sa pupuntahan nyo. And make sure, wala na kayo ni Tricia pag-uwi mo. Wag kang mag-alala, babantayan namin si Ehm para sayo.Wag lang mahulog ang loob niya kay Dwight, wala akong laban dun." Lance said while laughing. I gave him a death glare.

"It wont happen!" i told him. Dwight smirked at me. Napailing nalang ako.

Kung di ko lang sila kaibigan malamang binato ko na sila ng baso. Pero pagbalik baliktarin man ang mundo, sila pa rin ang pipiliin ko. We knew each other since we're kids. Magkakadikit na mga bituka namin. Di maiiwasan yong tampuhan pero nangingibabaw pa rin yong pinagsamahan namin. Kahit na minsan gusto mo na silang ilibing sa sobrang inis...

"Look who's here?" ani Lance sabay nguso sa likuran namin ni Dwight.

Lumingon kami ni Dwight. And there she is. Ehm with Alex. I'ts been two days, mula noong ngyari yon. Hindi ako pumasok kinabukasan tas kanina naman hindi ko siya nakitang pumasok. Dito lang pala kami magkikita ulit. Two days lang pero parang ilang taon ko siyang di nakita. Ganun ako kanabik na makita siya.