Chapter 3

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"JAYLEN, JAY"i said shaking my brother jaylen

He got up quick and Slapped me straight across my face I walked out his room and let a tear slip out my eye all I wanted to tell him was his friend was at the door. I went back to the door where his friend was.

"Ay Malcolm he said he'll be out later"i said turning my head away from him

"Ard can you walk with me I want to talk to you"he said I sighed and shook my head

"I'm Tired M maybe later"i said about to shut the door but he put his foot to stop me from closing it

"Please"he said Making a sad puppy dog face

I rolled my eyes and went into my room and Put on my uggs and threw a hoodie on, I walked back to The front where the living room was and grabbed my phone off the living room couch and closed the door behind me. We started walking he kept looking at me then he stopped me we were At The park again I sat down on the bench and put my foot under my leg.

"So what you want to talk bout M"i said looking at him

"Um well I umm i-*gcf

"You what"i said smiling

"I like you"he said putting his head down

If y'all didn't know Malcolm has schizophrenia but I Actually have a big crush on Malcolm because of his personality he's a really sweet guy but litte things tick him off and he'll be crazy just like that but I don't care though. Y'all can call me that crazy cat fish girl Tracy but I'm not he's just sweet to me.

"You do"i said lifting his head up smiling

"Yeah"he said smiling back

"Wait...Malcolm did you take your medicine baby"i said looking at him

"No but I don't like it that's why I didn't take it and you know why I also don't like taking it"he said I shook my head

"I know you don't want to take it because you think your crazy but your not your really sweet I don't care if you have a disease I like you just the way you are"i said smiling at him

"You do,ill take it just for you baby"Whispers in my ear"I want you, you want me"he said pulling me in his lap

"Yeah want to go get ice cream or something"i said

"Come on"he said I got on his back and we walked Around the corner to rita's this my favorite ice cream store yo

When we got in there I saw Destiny with this boy I wasn't familiar with because I know everyone In my Area well some people he must not be from around here I said hi to her.

"Hey boo"i said hugging her

"Hey Kia"she said hugging me back

We laughed and talked we 4 All ate ice cream and Destiny told me the boy name was Xzavian.

"So Xzavian tell me About yourself"i said because I want to see if he's good enough for my bestfriend

"I'm 16 I'm a Junior in high school, I go to compton high school, And I have a 13yr old sister And why you need to know about me"he said rolling his eyes

"first off don't roll your eyes second off your dating my bestfriend so let's get that's straight and I just want to see if you're good enough bye Des love ya"i said kissing her cheak and hugging her

"Bye boo call me"She said kissing me and hugging me back I left out Rita's and Me and Malcolm started walking around Talking I saw him pull out some weed.

"Malcolm you smoking again I through we discussed this baby what happened"i said concern and my voice was cracking because I was about to cry

"Shit been tough for me Shekia my moms got caner she been in that damn hospital for a year now and my litte sister she out here chasing litte boys she might end up pregnant and me I got this disease like I'm contagious or something shit not right life is tough when your Dark skin Ain't shit I can really do but sell weed I can't get no job who going higher someone with a record"he said with tears in his eyes he took a puff from the blunt I sat us down on One of the apartment complex houses stairs.

"Stuff is going to be hard M but this Smoking weed shit, And selling is not going do you no good you got to pray baby have hope god makes all the magic happen he's going to make something good happen for the Dark skins baby you just got to pray and have hope"i said

"PRAY...HOPE WHERE WAS THAT NIGGA GOD WHEN MY BROTHER GOT SHOT UP BY THOSE GANG BANGERS WHERE WAS THAT NIGGA GOD WHEN MY DADDY WALKED OUT ON MY MOMMA BECAUSE HE WAS ASHAMED OF ME...ME SHEKIA ME SO DONT BE TELLING ME SHIT ABOUT THAT NIGGA"he said crying he sat back down and I put his head in my lap and I said a Prayer under my breath as he cried You just got to pray I said

"baby I love you OK and I want to tell you I'll always be here for you I love you Malcolm"i said

"I love you to"he said he pulled me into a kiss we Tounge wrestled the kiss was so Passionate and His lips were so soft I let a few tears fall I hate being Dark skin but what can I do about it this is the way god made me I should be happy but I'm not

"Don't worry baby we always going have each other"i said we laid our heads on each other and watch the cars ride pass it started raining We started walking to my house he's staying with me for the night he needs to get shit off his mind

I rang the buzzer and Jaylen let me and Malcolm in we both wiped our tears before walking in my house.Jaylen Was in this bitch with a girl layed out on our couch I rolled my eyes and went into my room I told Malcolm I'll be right back I walked up to jaylen.

"mama come in today"i said the girl waved at me I put a fake smile on for her because I was not in the mood

"Nah you know she work 13 hours Now but where you go with Malcolm"he said

"The park, And rita's and we was just talking about personal problems"i said

"Ard gimmie a kiss"i bent down and kissed his cheak and told him I love him

"Love you too sis"he said before watching TV again

I went into my room and Malcolm was layed out on my bed Sleep I took a picture and saved it I took his shoes off and mine I pushed him over and got in bed with him I kissed his lips Twice before I said I loved him then I fell asleep.

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