My Person

The Break Up

Chapter 2
( 6 months later )
Rachels pov :
Its been 6 months since Finn saw me and I haven't heard from him since . I've been writing him everyday but he hasn't responded at all . I'm starting to worry that something has happened to him and that he may be hurt .Since I've started NYADA I met this guy named Brody he's really sweet and kind and hot but I just want to be with Finn . I was in the kitchen when Kurt came in . "Hey Kurt." I said . "Hey Diva we need to talk. " He told me . "Okay whats up?" I asked him. "Rachel , Finns back in Lima. " He told me. "What I thought he was in the Army. " I said. "He was but he dropped out 6 months ago. " He told me. "I have to go and see him. " I said and ran out . 6 hours later I was in Lima so I decided to go to Finns house hoping he be there. I knocked on the door and 2 minutes later Carol opened it and said , "Rachel how you darling?" She asked me. "I'm great Carol , I'm sorry but is Finn around?" I asked her. "No sweetie he's not here." She said. "Do you know where he might be?" I asked her. "You can check McKinley he's been there a lot since he came home. " She said. "Okay thank you. " I said and left . When I got to McKinley I knew exactly where to go . I walked into the auditorium and saw Finn standing there looking out from the stage . "Hi." I said. He looked at me suprised, "Rachel how did you..." I interrupted him before he could finish. "Kurt told me you got kicked out of the Army so I flew here for six hours and then drove around for two looking for you like an idiot . " I said upset. "Rachel I'm sorry I was just, " He stopped . "Just what Finn?" I asked. "I was embarrassed. " He told me. "Why because you got kick out of the Army? Because Finn I don't care about that because even if you did get kicked out I still love you . But traveling around for six months not writing me back or answering my calls , making me worry every single day thats not right. " I said. "I was trying to give you freedom Rachel!" He yelled. "I don't need you to give me my freedom I'm a grown woman Finn. I don't need you to be afraid of me , to feel like you have to hide from me , to keep me from doing whats right for me !" I yelled furiously. "Like that Brody guy? " He said. I paused and then he said , "Kurt told me all about him. " He said. "Okay A.I never have done anything with Brody and B . Don't you think I rather be you Finn. I mean for god sakes you were the first man that has ever made me feel sexy , and beautiful, and loved ! I've tried to convince myself that I be okay without you but when it comes to you I'm still that doe eyed girl that freaked you out at our first glee club rehearsal. " I said crying . He said nothing and for a moment we were both silent. "Finn you were my first real love and I want more than anything for you to be my last. But I'm done its over . " I said and left.