Gone (Jauren)

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He looked at her as if she was the sun, the moon, and the stars. No matter what she did he found it an act of perfection. He never looked at anyone the way he looked at her. He loved her. He loved her with all his body, bones, mind. He couldn't bear the thought of losing her. He watched her on the hospital bed the only thing going through his mind was her getting better. As he thought about her recovery and the afterwards his mind began to wonder to their good times in the past.

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"Justin stop!" She complained as he lightly tickled her sides a bit.
"What? I'm not doing anything!"
"You know I don't like to be tickled!"
"I don't care cause it's fun for me!"
"Ugh I hate you!" She complained jokingly as he continued to tickle her.
"No you love me!" He stopped and hovered over her where she lay on the carpeted floor of her Miami home.
"I do love you but I hate being tickled!"
"It doesn't matter cause I can do it whenever I want cause you're  my girlfriend!"
"Justin we've been dating for 3 months and in those three months I never said that you being my boyfriend gave you the right to tickle me!"
"You didn't have to, you said it with your eyes."
"No I didn't!"
"I looked into your eyes and they told me you wanted to be tickled!"
"They surely did not!"
"Here let me try again!" He moved his head a different direction then looked back at her with intense wide eyed stares that looked like a crazy person. She laughed.
"What are you doing?" She asks laughing.
"Yup you're eyes just said tickle me!"
"You're such a goof, you know that!"
"I do!"
"Well goofball why don't you kiss me?"
"Gladly!" He looked into her emerald eyes so filled with love and he leaned down to kiss her.

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Those were the first things Justin remembered falling in love with about Lauren, her bright emerald green eyes that with the right stare could make you offer up your soul or run screaming. She was perfect to him. He let's his eyes wander from her closed eye lids to her soft now beaten lips. Her entire face looked beaten but perfect at the same time. He looked that the cuts and bruises that covered her face and he couldn't help but feel that everything was his fault. He shouldn't have made her go pick up his tux from the dry cleaners. He shouldn't have rushed her, he shouldn't have called her knowing full and well she was on the road just to tell her to pick up some ice cream. He shouldn't have distracted her then she might have seen that truck coming barreling at her. It was all his fault.

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He grabbed Lauren's soft hand and took it in his own as he helped her out of his red bugati. He lead her onto the empty beach as they looked out on the water.
"Wow its beautiful!" She says mesmerized by the waves crashing on the shore.
"Just like you princess!"
"Ugh you're so cheesy!"
"Hey I thought that was romantic!" He jokes.
"Sure ok!" She fires back.
They both laugh as they walk along the beach.
"You know I love you right?" He says with all seriousness.
"Yes I do, I love you just as much if not more!"
"I have loved you since I laid my eyes on you backstage at that award show. I fell in love with you hard. I fell in love with your eyes, your voice, your smile, your heart. Not in the way you would think though. I fell I  love with the heart you showed towards your fans, they were your number one priority, the heart that you showed everytime you went onstage and sang your little ass off to entertain  them no matter if you had gotten 8 hours or 18 minutes of sleep the night before. Your heart whenever you would see someone in need you had to help. The whole 2 years we've been together there has not been one homeless person on the side of the street that you saw that you didn't give 20 dollars to because of your heart! Your heart is a beautiful thing and you know what it's been an honor for you to let me into that heart and give it to me to always care for." He looked at her with genuine love and affecfion. She looked back with the same look with a slight addition of gratitude for treating her right always, he was always a gentleman to her no matter what. She loved him a and he loved her.
"That being said I wanted to do something extremely special for you to show you how much I care so I called your dad and he gave me permission to do something for you that I've always wanted to do!" Lauren still wasn't catching on, instead furrow in her eyebrows in confusion. Without further hesitation he got down on one knee and Lauren's eyes went wide in realization.
"I want to be he person who lays in bed beside you and can have the honor of loving you every single day of my life and yours. I want to be the person whose tooth brush you always accidently use. I want to be the person who has to argue with your stubborn ass during an episode of scandal over what should happen. I want you and all of you in every possible way. So Lauren Michelle Jauregui Morgado will you marry me?" He pulled out a ring from his pocket. A beautiful ring, huge 10 karat princess cut diamond with a white gold band. Lauren would probably have freaked out over the ring expect the fact that her boyfriend was proposing marriage to her currently and she still had to answer.
"Of course...yes I'll marry you and he slipped the ring on her finger with a smile and then stood up amd cupped her face in his and kissed her lips gently. They were getting married.

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