Once upon a time (Edit in process)

Chapter 12 (part 1)

"Listen here bitch. I am higher than you. Don't think for a fucking moment that I care whether or not you'd have the spotlight."I snapped and pulled my arm away from her vice-like grip. It was true. I was the queen bee of this school. And she was just one of those stupid cheerleaders who hate me for that.

I spat on her face, she took another cup of punch and poured it again on me, she crouched down then pulled the hem of my dress down so it slid off me, revealing my A cup black bra.

Lets just say that she wasn't able to cheer again when I was done with her. Sure she revealed my underwear to the whole school, so what? That only boosted my popularity higher.

She moved schools by the way. I was badass when I was in that school.

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I grabbed the green dress along with my underwear then entered the bathroom, I stripped off my clothes then slowly relaxed my self in the jacuzzi tub.

Should I end it? Maybe me and josh should keep things professional. We're distracting each other too much. It hurt to think that breaking up with him was the answer, besides, what if Alex used him to get to me. Yeah, J. Could defend himself but...

I gave another deep sigh, sinking deeper into my tub.

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"Dead."

"Worthless."

"You're nothing!"

I was in a dark and cold room, images of unidentifiable people surrounding me, their voices taunting, telling me to die.

"You will lose everything you hold dear." A voice said, I twirled around looking for him.

"You can't do anything about it, not even your body guards can stop me." All the people disappeared while a new one came into view. Alex.

"How dare you!" I snarled, charging after him, but like smoke he slipped through my hands,"Face me you damn coward! Stop hiding behind your minions!"

Another dark laugh echoed around the barren room,"I don't have to."

There was a bang then I fell to the floor blood gushing out of the side of my stomach.

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"Ahh!" I sat up, splashing cold water on the floor. A nightmare. It was just a nightmare, but then again, almost all of my nightmares or dreams came true. Was this a premonition?

"Sheena, are you alright. Sheena. Come on! If you don't answer now I'm breaking down this door! I don't care if your naked or not!" Josh's voice interrupted my thoughts.

"I-I'm alright, I just fell asleep." I called, hoping that he heard me. There was a sigh of relief and footsteps walking away.

I quickly stepped out of the tub, and quickly dressing into the beautiful green dress.

When I entered my room josh was sitting on my bed, his head in his hands.

"J? Are you alright?" I said, hesitantly reaching out a hand to touch his shoulder. Was he crying?

"Oh!" I was suddenly pulled down, josh hugged me tight, cradling me on his lap.

He pressed his nose against my blow dried blonde hair,"I thought you drowned yourself or killed yourself in there."

"Well, I've had a lot of near death experiences but you never reacted this way." I joked lamely.

"You weren't that important to me then as you are now. I don't think I can live without you S." he inhaled deeply, taking in my scent.

"S. I think I-" he started but then I cut him off,"I don't think we should do this anymore."

His eyebrows scrunched up, "Not do what?" I pushed myself up and sat beside him instead.

I gestured to the both of us,"I don't think we should continue our relationship."

His eyes darkened,"Why?" I sighed again, it was becoming a habit lately,"I thnk were distracting each other too much and-" I paused, thinking. "-and I don't like you back."

"What?!" I internally groaned, it was painful enough for me to say it once, why make me say it again?

"I don't like you." I deadpanned, keeping my face void of all emotion.

He laughed bitterly,"This isn't a nice joke S."

"Don't call me S, Grant." I snapped, why won't he just accept the fact that I'm breaking up with him?

"Sheena, come on you can't be serious."

"I am serious."

"I don't thinks so."

"We'll too bad 'cause I am." I turned to look at him, he was formulating something, I can see it n his eyes. All of a sudden he grabbed my face and pressed his lips on mine, he was gentle, yet demanding. His kisses were telling me that he didn't believe me.

Sheena, don't kiss back. I told myself.

Don't kiss back.

Don't kiss him!

Sheena! My subconscious scolded me once I felt myself getting lost in his drugging kiss. My lips started to move but I remembered, he's a distraction. A good one at that.

My hands tentatively crawled up to his chest, resting in the middle of it and with all my strength, I pushed. He wouldn't budge, I pushed harder. Still nothing. Finally, mustering all the power I got, I pushed. He broke away, looking at me with an unreadable expression.

SMACK!

His hand reached up to his cheek where I had just slapped him.

"Don't kiss me again grant, or you'd find yourself fired." I growled, pointing a finger at him.

His eyes softened,"Sheena, I know why your doing this. Please. No. I-I love you." I stared at him. Love? He may be eighteen but I'm only fifteen. Love is a very, very foreign territory.

"Love? I don't care, if you love me. Because I don't even like you. Not in that way." I crossed my arms, determined to keep this act up.

"Fine." He snapped, standing up then walking out the door. There was a loud BANG! Of the door and I was alone in my room.

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A/N: SORRY IT'S SHORT, I REALLY AM... :( this chapter is cut into two parts actually.)

:) I'll upload as soon as I can.

-Anne.