CHAPTER 4: IMPENDING DOOM

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Winter walked briskly across the asphalt of the staff parking lot, the cool evening air doing little to soothe the frantic buzzing left over from her day. She didn't look at the other vehicles, her eyes fixed on the distant, comforting shape of her own car: a small, perfect baby pink Renault Twingo. It was entirely hers, a compact, colorful fortress against the world.

Reaching the back, she paused for a brief, familiar moment of satisfaction. The rear window was covered in a precise pattern of Hello Kitty stickers. The real object of her appreciation was the number plate: WII NTR. It was a visible, logical extension of her structured inner world, her name perfectly codified into the UK registration format she loved.

She unlocked the door and settled into the seat, feeling the tight knot of anxiety from the day begin to loosen. She started the engine and pulled out of the parking lot, her mind instantly searching for predictable patterns to soothe the chaos.

Her eyes scanned the traffic ahead, instantly latching onto a black saloon. Its number plate was AA56 JKL. She recited the entire sequence of letters and numbers and instantly stored it in her memory. The combination of AA56 caused a small, internal burst of quiet joy; she had been specifically searching for this specific format and code for weeks to add a significant, missing block to her categorized collection.

As she drove, she performed a silent, internal calculation. The "56" indicated the vehicle was registered between March 2006 and August 2006. The "AA" indicated Anglia (Peterborough). The satisfaction of this instant categorization and the knowledge of exactly when and where the object in front of her came from-was the perfect antidote to the messy unpredictability of the day.

She spent the rest of the drive home in this quiet, focused state, her mind entirely absorbed in the logic of the road. The social failures and the terrifying dental appointment were temporarily suppressed, overridden by the necessary task of data collection she would perform the moment she arrived home.

Winter pulled her Twingo into its specific spot in the driveway, the beautiful new number plate data safely memorized. The maroon and orange uniform was immediately shed, and thrown into the washer. She pulled on a soft, comforting nightgown, feeling the day's tension begin to recede. The sight of her pastel green and light pink kitchen, ruled by Hello Kitty, brought the first real sense of peace.

Her first task was mandatory and immediate: securing the new data. She walked straight to the kitchen island, retrieved her phone, and opened her dedicated logging note. She typed in the flawless sequence she had committed to memory: AA56 JKL. This was followed by the calculated details. The precise addition of this missing block to her collection brought a sharp, momentary satisfaction - a win for structure over chaos.

By 5:00PM, her structured duties were complete, but her evening prep alarm was not set to go off until 6:30 PM. For the next hour or so, she was faced with the terrifying void of unstructured time. Winter walked to her kitchen island, pulled out her usual stool, and simply sat down. The silence in the small bungalow was complete.

She did not turn on the television or attempt to read; both required external focus she couldn't afford. Instead, she stared at the immaculate, pale countertop, allowing her mind to sink into a relentless loop of ruminating. She was replaying the day's social failures with crushing accuracy.

The memory of accidentally stepping on the customer's foot felt physical; she relived the cold, sharp pain of her own sympathetic anxiety. The internal questions offered no measurable answers, and the circular thinking only amplified the distress.

This internal chaos compounded the dread of the true looming disaster: the new dentist. She spent minutes staring into the distance, running frantic simulations of Friday. Will the tools be laid out in a logical order? Will Dr. Vane's stark white uniform be too bright under the room lights? Will he ask non-essential questions I haven't scripted? The lack of control over the future appointment was an anchor dragging her into a deep state of anxiety and internal distress.

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