They give me a big lecture of how I should not wear short clothes , how all of our relatives were saying about me going on a solo tip , how I didn't meet anyone or atleast how I didn't even call them , how ungrateful, stubborn, and useless I am .

I walked away silently because arguing with them is something i don't want , not now . I went to my room quickly changedinto my nightsuit it's not that I am going to sleep this early it's just 9:30 so is started reading the book which was hidden in my drawer .

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After reading it for 1 hour I got to know that my maasi (maternal aunt) son is getting married, his engagement happened a few months ago and now the marriage date got fixed, this was the best news i heard in these months because the cousins get to...

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After reading it for 1 hour I got to know that my maasi (maternal aunt) son is getting married, his engagement happened a few months ago and now the marriage date got fixed, this was the best news i heard in these months because the cousins get together is always my favourite thing .

Its always paternal cousins for me who lift up my mood , who cares for me , who don't judge me . My maternal side of cousins are just snakes who spills poison whenever they talk (only mama ke bacche) . In short I can talk to them but I can never like them not in any kind of way because they are not worth it .

Whoever listens to me always say you really don't like your maternal cousins, like broo just get a grip , not everyone's choice and maternal cousins are same , some of them are the only ones who stab you at your back and pretend like they help you to reach the hospital .

Right now while thinking all of this i am sitting in my balcony , aghhhh, i he to shift my mood , i entered the room again and went towards the cattle , took out a maggi from the drawer and started making it . After it was done I took the bowl and again sat on the swing in the balcony .

I opened my phone and started searching for the clothes I am gonna buy for the wedding and i am also eating the maggi after finishing the whole bowl and filling my cart with clothes I rinse the bowl , closed the balcony door , and started setting the bed .

After this i got fresh again , brushed my teeth , switching off the lights , i sat on my study table , made my Tommorow target list and kay on the bed . I always let a lamp remain open because no matter how much i like black colour I can't sleep in darkness so even if it's just a little ray of light I want it in my life .

I scrolled a little bit of instagram again and laid while thinking about what will happen when I will again enjoy with only my loved ones not those snakes .

Btw I just love to see their reactions , no no no I don't do anything to make them feel like that it's just whenever I meet my paternal cousins I can't control myself and my inner child comes out and if my inner child comes out no one can stop the mischief I planned .

In my Papa's side almost every cousin is educated, i said almost because some of them are still younger, you might think that they are educated so they must be boring , no instead living with them actually feel like living the life .

In my Mumma's side especially my maternal uncle's childrens , none of them are educated more than 10th . But it's not the reason , the reason is that they are the people who will talk to you very sweetly in front but at your back they will kill your dignity only with their words .

They will not look at their own deeds but they will make sure to disrespect you infront of everyone who they think will believe on them . I have experienced this a lot of times that why I started cutting myself off of this shit .

I can bear anything but not a single word again my self respect, my kindness and my dignity. If they think they can hurt me by their words than they should prepare themselves for getting hurt just by my actions because whether it's related to love or war i beleive in actions .

I slept after shutting the trunk of my overthinking , I trust God , that's enough for me I know he won't let anything bad happen to me and maybe just maybe this marriage will open some new doors of happiness for me too .

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So guys this is the first real and actual chapter of the book
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