taylor's pov
the music was beating heavily, my vision slightly blurred, a small trip in my step, i didn't usually feel like this when i was drunk. it felt weird. weirder than usual, like something wasn't quite right.
that's when i realised. travis. i couldn't see travis. i tried to snap back into reality as thoughts rushed through my mind. had he left me? was he with another girl? i frantically barged through the crowds of people, my head turning in every direction, nothing.
i had never been in a situation like this with him before. i was with a bunch of strangers and him and a few friends were the only people i knew, i was drunk out of my mind which didn't help anything.
i raced through every room with a desperate need to find him, i still couldn't. my head was spinning, i was almost falling over everything, my eyes began to fill with tears so all i could do was lock myself in the first bathroom i saw.
tears began flowing onto my silky, skin tight dress. my throat began to tighten, my breathing came in shallow gasps. then, i couldn't breathe. my mind was disassociating from everything, i was having one of the worst panic attacks ever.
travis' pov
one second, taylor was having the best time with everyone at this party, and the next, she was gone. i didn't realise immediately but soon after i gazed over to where she was before, i couldn't see her.
my stomach flipped, taylor didn't know anyone here except for me and a few other girls. i knew she would be freaking out right now, i started pushing past people, my head turning in every direction just to get a glimpse of her.
i didn't want to think about what she would be thinking, she was almost blackout drunk anyway so that obviously would just make it worse for her. i searched everywhere, until i almost sprinted to one of the bathrooms and heard a familiar sobbing noise from inside.
i knocked at the door hoping for an answer or even just a noise.
"tay? taylor it's me, travis" i heard a small noise erupt from her mouth but i couldn't make out what it was meant to be.
"baby? can you unlock the door for me please?" then, after a few seconds i heard the door click open.
i rushed inside and scooped her tightly into my chest. she quite literally exploded, her sobs already soaking my shirt through and her breath in uneven, ragged gasps.
"hey, hey, i've got you" she tried to say something but it only came out in more cries. "shh, baby, i'm here, okay?"
"i-i, i couldn't-" she tried to say but it just slurred out as she began to cry again.
i held her for maybe 10 minutes before her breathing started to even out and her sobs started to fade.
"i couldn't find you, travis." she eventually said, her voice raw and scared. "i know, i know baby im sorry"
"i was just- you were there one moment and the next i just couldn't see you. i got so scared." "i know, im sorry sweetie, i should've been there."
"i think.. can we go home now?" she said, her voice small. "yeah, yeah, i think that's a good idea, baby." i pressed a soft kiss to her forehead before we both stood up and left the bathroom.
taylor's pov
as we left the bathroom, my heart was beating in my ears, the music was heavy, my dress felt too tight. i just wanted to be at home.
he called my security to get them over slightly earlier, they were gonna take around 10 minutes so we just has to wait outside.
it was freezing, and my strappy dress with a massive slit down my leg made it worse.
"you want my jacket?" travis asked, looking down. "mhm, yes please." he wrapped it around me and i threw my legs up over his and buried my head into his chest.
the car arrived shortly after, our hands intertwined as he walked me over.
the second we got in, i shuffled onto his lap and tucked my legs up. "you comfy?" he asked jokingly. "mm, very"
i pulled him into a slow kiss, soft and meaningful before our mouths parted and i slid my tongue inside. i sighed softly into his mouth, everything switched off, it was only us. and for a moment, nothing else mattered.
when we parted, he gazed down at me, his eyes had a soft twinkle in them, "i love you. so, so much" "i love you even more."
the car pulled up in the driveway and he scooped me up and fumbled with the keys before unlocking the door.
the house was freezing. but his warmth made it all better.
"you go get ready for bed, want anything?" "no, i'm okay" i said before pressing a soft kiss to his lips.
i went upstairs and put on one of his massive hoodies and some small, pyjama shorts i had.
i wiped my makeup off and washed my face. i sat in bed waiting for travis until i heard his footsteps come up the stairs.
he came in, i reached my arms out gesturing for cuddles. "i need to get changed, baby." he chuckled. i huffed more loudly than it should have been just so that he would hear.
then, finally, he came through our bathroom door and climbed into bed and i snuggled into him and nestled my head into the crook of his neck.
"i got really scared today, i missed you." i said after a minute. "i know and im sorry, i shouldn't have let you lose me." "no, no, it's not your fault. i was the one who was drunk as hell." i softly giggled.
tw : emetephobia
we talked for a while after that. he pressed small kisses to my neck and we exchanged a few on the lips before i got too tired. he switched the light off but right as he did that, a wave of nausea flew over me.
"mm, trav. i don't feel so-" before i could finish my sentence, he had already picked me up and rushed me to the toilet and i threw up a few times before it went away.
"ew." i said. he cleaned up my face and i brushed my teeth again before we climbed back into bed.
"you're too good to me." i said looking up at him. "yeah, you're hard work." he joked and i giggled.
"i love you, trav. like a lot." "yeah, i love you even more, tay." and with that i felt his breathing even out and we fell asleep.
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tayvis oneshots
Romancetayvis oneshots !! angst, fluff, comfort, i might write some smut but not sure how much !!
