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-Shawn-

It's amazing how actually talking to her, we discovered our feelings for each other. I guess that was the best approach all along.

But I was nervous. Every day she comes into the parking lot at full speed, and comes to a screeching halt into her parking spot. Then she whips off her helmet, and shakes her hair out with her hand. Then she places her helmet on her hip and struts into the school.

It's breathtaking.

I usually stand outside with the group when this all happens every single morning. We all watch her. And we aren't the only ones. A lot of guys watch her. No guy dares going up to her though.

Once, this guy went up to her and tried to ask her on a date.

"Hey Alex I think you're so amazing would you like to-" The guy started.

Alex smiled at him and punched him in the face. Then she kept on walking into the school.

Since then, no guy has dared asking her out, or going up to her.

It's always surprising how shy she is if you actually talk to her. She has an adorable stutter and looks at the floor when she talks.

She fiddles with her hair and all the rings she wears.

She bites her lip when she's concentrating on her work.

And she picks the skin around her nails when she's bored.

I know all her little habits, and they make me love her more.

Something big, I feel it happening.

-Alex-

I pull up to my house at 11:30 and park my bike. I stumble into my house, in a trance it seems.

I walk up to my bedroom and shut the door. I slide down to the floor and put a finger to my lips.

We kissed.

And it was amazing.

The way he calls me darling makes me melt inside. The way he runs his hand through his hair. His smile.

I always noticed him watching me in the mornings. How could I not, the guy I have been in love wit for years paying attention to me, was like a dream come true.

I noticed everything. I noticed him picking up on all of my habits, and little did he know I was picking up on his too.

He bites his lip when he's nervous, he rakes his hair when he's thinking, and he drums the table tops when he's bored.

I can't believe I was too nervous to talk to him for 6 and 1/2 years. I guess he was nervous too.

I sigh and stand up to work on my homework. Lucky for me I only have a few horrid math problems. After I finish, check and check again, I cook some chow mien while watching Bobs Burgers. I run upstairs and throw on some sweat pants that say 'Seattle:Pacific Northwest', a t-shirt with an elephant on it, and my hair in a messy bun.

You can see my dark brown hair peaking out from my roots. I sigh and throw a headband over my landing strip. I'll start putting money aside for a hair appointment.

I'm peacefully stirring my chow mien when a sound I hadn't heard in a while rang through the house.

I walk to the front door and fling it open. And standing on the other side is non other then Shawn Mendes.

A/n- I would cry if Shawn was at my door like goals af

Does anyone still like Iggy Azalea anymore? Cause I'm listening to Work rn and I'm like wHAT. The only song by her I like is heavy crown 😂 but that's just cause it has Ellie Goulding in it 😏

Twenty one Pilots is gr8 m8

Gonna go get blurryface on vinyl soon yay.

My dad bought a house so new room yay

K bye