Katie's POV
"Yes, I am jealous, I mean, I am not, I don't know."
"Oh my God, why? I thought we were just friends."
"I know, I thought so, you were flirting with me and I though you like me. You're so sweet to me."
"I'm just being your friend, Katie, it's what friends do."
"I know. I knew! Oh God, I'm gonna cry."
"Don't cry, sweety, I am so sorry, are we still friends?"
"I don't know, I am so sorry of what just happen, you can forget about it."
"You are so amazing, but I just can't, I only see you as a friend, my best friend."
"Yeah, I think I just have to go."
"You don't have to go,honey."
"I don't want to embarass my self to you anymore."
"It's like a break up?"
"Yeah, I think so, Goodbye, Reggie."
and I left. I cried all the way to my house.
What have I done? I just want to see Reggie and see if everything is okay. But what happen is a disaster, and I know that this is now the end.
How can I move on? We've been best friends since grade school. I can't believe that I just did that, :( I don't really exactly know that I had a feelings for her. I was just happy with her. So happy.
What happened lately sucks! Now, I am all alone, without my best friend.
I don't have the guts to face her again. Maybe, I'll just leave this place fow a while, and start a new beginning when I come back.
I just hope that, when that time comes, I can still have her, as a friend. :'(
I started packing my things, and tomorrow morning, I'll ask permission to my parents, that I'll have a vacation.
Maybe it's better this way. She doesn't like me, and will never like me. I'll just have to move on.
After I pack my things. I take a quick bath and put on my pajamas. I am lying on my bed, and started crying again. I miss her a lot.
I started scanning our pictures together, and I really am wrong of what I've thought. I really am just a friend to her. All of our pictures proves it.
She is my fisrt love. My secret love. I wish, I can turn back time. And when it happens, I never get jealous, and never spoken my feelings for her. Maybe in that way, we are still friends.
But I have to face it now! Goodbye Reggie. :'( and I kissed her picture.
