freaks part two |b.e g!p

calm

lilies- ethel cain

I sat on her bed with her fluffy pillow... it felt weird. So many fucking emotions are brewing at once. She hasn't talked to me in days, and now I'm right back in her house..on her bed...

She really was serious about breaking up.

She was playing Animal Crossing, and we were cuddled together, but I can't get her screaming out of my head.

Why do I still feel bad? Even after I proved everything.
Even after she saw the truth with her own eyes.

It's probably the world... Watching people online rip into me like I deserved it. Seeing blogs trash my name, like I meant for any of this to happen.

Billie cropped Lulu out of her pictures,commented "Photoshop" on other shit, and blacked out her Instagram again.

Lulu really fucked us up. Using AI, Photoshop... editing things to try to destroy a life and a relationship. The headlines were still going crazy about her arrest, and Billie had to step up just to defend me again and again.

She's been apologizing like hell. Imean, for saying those mean things. For yelling, for doubting me, for not listening. And even if it doesn't fix everything instantly, I know she's genuine. And that matters. Aslong as she doesn't do it again. She apologized for grabbing me and the bruise... she literally cried for doing it.. I'll leave her if she ever does it again.

If you can't control your anger... at a point we can't be together...

"Babeeeee," Billie suddenly said, turning off her Switch and giving me a pout that was impossible to resist.

"Cuddle with me."

"Okay," I said. I didn't hesitate. She pulled me against her chest, her arm tightening around my waist.

My hands slowly rubbed her back, and she let out a soft moan, burying her face into my neck.

"My pretty girl," she murmured. Her lips brushed against mine, and she kissed me gently.

I smiled into the kiss, but my cramps hit my stomach like I was six months pregnant..

" Ugh. My period's on. I fucking hate it. Been cramping like hell all day. Pretty sure it's from all the damn stress."

Billie didn't even flinch. She got up, grabbed the heating pad, and plugged it in, placing it gently on my lower stomach. Then she came back with an armful of snacks.

She had a note on the first snack.. sorry for your cramps :(

I blinked. "You raided the pantry."

"Only for my baby," she said proudly, setting everything next to me.

She climbed back in, snuggling me into her arms again. "We should watch a movie," she whispered. "Or do you wanna just sleep?"

I leaned into her warmth. "What do you wanna watch?"

Billie smirked and slid her hand to rub my ass. "Hmm. You pick."

"Sailor Moon."

She groaned dramatically. "You and fucking Sailor Moon, oh my God."

"Leave her alone, she's adorable."

"Just like you," Billie said, peppering kisses all over my face until I was giggling into her shirt...

"You're such an angel", I held her face playing with her eyebrows. I slowly kissed my girlfriend lips that I've missed so much.

Everything feels so peaceful. I hope it stays that way.

(A/N)

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the storm is over you can come out your bunkers now.

thoughts on their relationship
thoughts on bil
thoughts on Edith