Breakfast

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(A/n it's somehow not letting me -form- the characters like with that A thing it's really weird)

John wakes up, the sun hitting his face like a flashbang. He sits up, looking over at Alex. God Alexander looks like a total mess right now. I stare at him for a long moment maybe a too long moment. He slowly wakes up and that snaps me back to reality. He has been here for about a week. There was Laffy, and the schuylers here but Alex, he just was so GODDAMN hot!!! Ugh why do I have to be gay-

Alex:
Hey good morning, it's either coffee or plain water that's boiling idk what I was doing like three minutes ago-

He mumbled. God he's a mess I love it.
I go to the kitchen and pour some thankfully coffee. I sit down on the couch trying to wake up, before my classes. I get a text from the besties group chat.

GayBaguette:
So to get back to our topic, you TOTALLY LIKE HIM!!

GayTurtle:
Yes yes he's hot I like him okay??

Alex somehow sneaks up behind me and scares me, so I throw my phone but he catches it. My heart starts pounding and I start to try to get it back

John
ALEXANDER GIVE IT BACK-

Alex
Were you texting about me?

Oh my fucking god I'm panicking- in my panic I spit out

John
Well kind of.. I mean they say I have a crush on you..

Alex starts to chuckle and I'm as red as a tomato

Alex
Well do you?

Omg omg I so do I do so much CAN I MARRY HIM? (A/N Johnny you have my blessing)
I don't answer, I'm as red as a tomato. I put my face in my hands oh go no-

Alex
Well I guess I'll have to make myself up to standard then

He says and winks at me which I obviously don't see but DID HE JUST SAY THAT?!
I sit there frozen wanting to just disappear.
I can't believe he just said that I'm freaking out

Alex:
Soo- umm do you want your phone back-

I immediately snach my phone from his hand like it's the only thing that's gonna cure cancer I don't know-

John:
I swear ur gonna be the death of me

I mutter not intending for him to hear but he does

Alex:
That's what they all say

He says a smirk tugging at the side of his lips. He plops down next to me.. close. Too close our shoulders are touching god I'm so uncomfortable

Alex:
So you DO have a thing for me?

I try to act casual but I'm a mess and anxious ball inside

John:
Well maybe a little—

GOD DID I JUST CONFESS?? I forget to breathe for a little, until he says-

Alex:
good cuse I've been thinking the same thing

WAIT DID HE JUST— I snap back to the real world from the matrix that is my imagination as a message pops up on my phone

GayBaguette:
You TOTALLY LIKE HIM!!! Spill the beanz Laurens spill em'

I glance over at Alex who is just casually sipping his coffee, acting like nothing is wrong while EVERYTHING IS WRONG- IVE KNOWN THIS MAN FOR A WEEK
In my confused mess of a state I say

John:
Well k might be into you—

WHY DID I SAY THAT??????????

Alex:
Good to know

Is this man messing with me?
He stands up and ruffles my hair like im a child im so fucking flustered no human has felt this.

Alex:
Good to know

He says as he walks away.. EXCUSE MOA- GOOD TO KNOW?
I call after him

John:
Are you trying to kill me with your flirting?

Alex:
Perhaps

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