KaiSoo: Twisted Fate [MPreg] [BoyxBoy]

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Kyungsoo

"Nngh, J-Jongin."

I felt his warm juices... again.

Jongin collapsed on my neck, brushing my hair through his long fingers. We were both catching our breath. Sabi ko, one last time na pero heto at bumigay na naman ako sa kanya. May nangyari na naman sa amin eh. He's really very determined to fix this, FIX us. "Can we just be like this for the whole day, whitey? I just wanna hug you all night and," He said, hugging me so tightly. "Kiss you and make love to you all day." Isiniksik nya ang mukha nya sa may leeg ko. Medyo nakiliti ako sa hininga nya. Nanatili akong walang imik. "Please be mine again. Only mine, mine alone." He said in a low voice.

"We're starting it wrong again."

"I don't care! All I need is you."

"..." I stayed quiet.

"I hurt you so bad. I made you feel like you are nothing. I got too blinded and, stupid. S-She made me feel like I can be her hero, like I'm superior. Problems came, at lahat binaling ko sayo. I lost myself. I, I became someone else." He kissed my shoulder as he lifted his gaze, "Mababaliw na ako. I-If only I could turn back time for me to save everything from turning into a mess. I just want us to be a family. You, Asher and I." I bit my lips, "L-Let's run away, three of us."

"You know we can't."

"We can't but, will you come?" Napayuko ako but he held my chin up, forcing me to meet his eyes. Humiga na sya sa tabi ko at niyakap ako, "Kikidnapin nalang kita kung ayaw mo. I told you, hindi ako susuko hindi ba? Not now that you told me you love me too, never." He squeezed my waist," I have enough reasons to take you from him. Arg! Didn't I tell you not to let him touch you!!? You're not mine legally yes, but your heart belongs to me, your soul, and this body of yours." He smirked, "Only I can bury seed."

Fck, pamumura ko sa isip.

"Appa? Dudu?" Naiiyak na rinig kong tawag ni Ash. Bumangon si Jongin at sinuot yung short nya. Hinila ko naman ang kumot saka pinantakip sa akin. Binuksan ni Jongin ang pinto at bumungad ang kagigising lang na si Asher, rubbing his eyes. Binuhat nya ito't umupo sa tabi ko. "Appa.. Appa," He cried with his face getting red, "Nagugutom na po ako. Huhuhu! Nagugutom na po talaga ako!" Natawa tuloy kaming pareho. Jongin pinched his cheeks. Mukhang pagkain nga naman talaga 'tong batang 'to. Madalas na maghanap sya ng pagkain 'pag kagigising.

Akala mo kung napaano na eh.

"Ginugutom ka ba ni Dudu?"

Umiling sya, "Hindi po. Nanaginip po kasi ako ulit ng chicken eh." Napatingin sya sa sahig at napahikbi, "Huhu! Appa, bakit po marami damit sa sahig? Kay Dudu ba yan? Bakit?" Tumingin sya sa akin, "Tapos takip lang po sya ng kumot? Maglalaba ba kayo? Sama nyo ako!" Umiiyak na sabi nya. Jeske pe. Ampangit nya umiyak. Nagdradrama na naman ang bulilit. Napakamot naman ito si Jongin sa batok at napatingin lang sa akin.

"Hindi kami maglalaba, nak. Pinagusapan lang namin si Baby Brother mo." Tumigil sya sa paghikbi, "'Di titigil si Appa hangga't wala ka pa ring kasunod." Hinampas ko sya sa balikat, "Maraming pagkain mamaya ah. Desperas ngayon 'di ba? Antayin mo kami sa kuwarto mo, may aayusin lang kami sa kuwarto ni Dudu ha?" Tumango naman si Asher at tumakbo na papasok sa kuwarto nya. Napatingin kami sa isa't-isa. Tumayo ako at dinampot ko agad ang damit ko at ganun din sya. Aanakan nya talaga ako eh 'no? Another child?? Nakakatuwang isipin.

May narinig akong katok sa baba. Biglang kinabahan ako. Sila Chanyeol na kaya yun? Kaya lang, wala naman tunog ng sasakyan na huminto sa tapat? "M-Magbihis ka na at babain mo yung tao sa baba." sabi ko lang at tinulak sya. Pumasok agad ako sa loob ng banyo at saka naligo na. I could still feel Jongin's touch. Hindi ko matignan sa mata si Chanyeol. This guilt is stabbing my heart. I remembered how loud I always moaned for Jongin's every thrust and when I looked at Chanyeol, I feel dirty. He don't deserve this. I don't really wanna hurt him but, I'm already doing it by enjoying Jongin's every touch. I feel satisfied, yes, yet guilty as hell.