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I Am At Zero

Infinity. What is it? Many think it's a never ending motion. But nobody knows how long or big or small it is. To me, it's dope! Something I wanna achieve. Is infinity a thing? Or is it not a thing? A non-thing! That's a cool word yeah? Ever since I understood that there's a thing (or a non-thing) called infinity, I've always wanted to understand it. Like, frr (for real real). I want to really understand it & c what it's all about. I want to know it, experience it, & feel it. 

YES. I WANT TO FEEL INFINITY.

If you wanna feel infinity, you have to transcend space & time. To do that, u've got to have a lot of energy, be damn powerful & live forever. YES, BE IMMORTAL. & who can live forever?

VAMPIRES!

The age-long nocturnal predators. Long white fangs, pale skin, no sunlight, no reflection, garlic, sharp pointed sticks through the heart, bats, blood, these are those typical things about vampires right? But in my pov, what makes these creatures exceptional is that they get to feel infinity.

"Venora, you are getting late for school!"

Well, that's my mom, waking me up from my thought experiments. I THINK A LOT! Like, A LOT! Before sleeping, after sleeping, while sleeping, between classes, & even when the teachers are teaching. I get detention all the time for not paying attention. But I always am the class top. So ig the teachers are just pissed off of me. lol. &...

Wait!

Before everything, & every non-thing, I've gotta tell u who I am right?

I'm Venora, a 16 year old teen girl with a quite good life. I'm in NY, but only my mom's American. My dad's from Sri Lanka, a beautiful island in the middle of the Indian Ocean. 

So u can say I'm a semi-American (that's a nice word too!). 

My life = Science. I'd do anything just to be on a NASA crew. But it doesn't mean that I don't believe in fantasies. I believe 'em all. From pixies, to yetti. I <3 horror films 2. Everyone calls me a tomboy, but can't girls climb trees & play football? Will not wearing frocks till infinity (i mean, forever. lol) make me a boy? Scientifically, it won't. & id care @ all. I have no true friends at all. But everybody knows me, & they are all just nosy peppers. My classmates used to talk to me, but only when they wanted to copy my hw or to know a formula they can't remember. There was a time when I played the fool, felt lonely for not having friends, & let them use me. BUT NO MORE! I ended that time a couple of years back & though I still don't have any friends, I don't feel lonely even in the size of an amoeba. So, I'm happier than ever before with just myself. Tbh with u guys, I kinda only interact with my parents & teachers. My mom says that my energy irritates people, & that's quite right!

When I was 10, I tried to help a cat on a tree branch get down. I mean, dude, I was 10, & there was just me. So I did what I thought was the best. I picked up a stone, & tried to hit the branch hoping the cat would get scared & climb down with the activation of its sympathetic nervous system. I mean, dawg, when that activates, there's nothing ( & no non-thing) that is impossible. C! I WAS SCIENTIFIC! But I mistakenly used more energy than I wanted to, which increased the speed of the stone & caused it to reach a little bit higher height than the branch's height. High energy = High force = High acceleration = High final velocity = High speed = High distance. So, it reached a little bit higher height. But there's another thing. High force = High pressure. & both these concepts together = A DISASTER! The stone went flying & hit 1 of the beaming green eyes of the cat! From then onwards, I stay a little 2 cautious when I help others.

This is just 1...

"Honey, you are going to get LATE!"

That's my mom again, reminding me to go to school early @ least for 1 day. Gimme around a mega second, k?