When I'm With You (bkdk)

∘10∘ Trying

Recap:

I was still inside looking out the window seeing Kacchan sit with the little bunny in the morning sun. He looked so peaceful. I opened the sliding door and walked outside holding my soul animal.

I slowly made my way to Kacchan and sat across from him. We were four feet or so. My soul animal was squirming. I let go and so did Kacchan. They immediately went next to each other and did exactly what they do when you find your mate.

We are soulmates. 

~~~~~

I started breathing heavily. I didn't know what to feel. I looked up to expect Kacchan but he wasn't there. My vision went blurry as I started crying. I then felt arms wrap around me. I open my eyes looking up at the silhouette of Kacchan. He was hugging me. I felt my soul animal lay in my lap.

We sit like that for a good couple minutes. That's when I heard Mitsuki come into the backyard. She started yelling at Kacchan because I was crying. Uncle also started talking and I felt Kacchan being lifted off of me. I wasn't sure how I felt about him being my soulmate or if I liked it or not but losing his touch hurt.

I felt Mitsuki hug me as she rubbed my back and I watched as Kacchan was dragged into the house by Masaru. I wanted him back. I stood up and went to walk inside when Mitsuki asked if I was okay. I didn't really care what she wanted, I just wanted Kacchan. I walked inside and was told he was sent to his room. Mitsuki guided me to the couch and sat with me. I calmed down but wanted nothing to do with what she had to say.

After I calmed down Mitsuki asked me what I wanted for dinner. Food was the last thing on my mind. I told her I didn't mind and after she asked me questions on how it was while she was gone. I quickly answered and just wanted to go to Kacchan.

She then asked what happened and why I was crying when they got back. She assumed it was something Kacchan did as that's what she said. "Izuku what did my brat do to you?"

"He didn't do anything auntie, I promise." I said looking up the stairs.

"You don't have to lie about it." She said, At this point I was ready to stand up and leave myself when I remembered that this wasn't my house and I didn't want to get kicked onto the streets.

"He didn't hurt me." That was partially true, he didn't hurt me physically at least.

"K then what happened to your wrists?" she says, pulling my hands toward her. Oh yeah I guess he did hurt me physically too but they don't hurt that bad anymore. I actually kinda liked the pain so it was fine, it distracted me from what was actually happening.

"Auntie I'm fine okay, and I'm actually kinda tired so can I go lay down?" I said lying through my teeth. I didn't want to lye but I wanted to leave.

"Yeah I guess, I'll bring you dinner okay." I nodded, not fully hearing what she was saying as I was already rushing upstairs.

I walked up the hallway to Kacchans door. I stood there raising my hand to knock but didn't. I lowered my hand and stood there for a moment. Kacchan was only sent up about half an hour ago so not too long ago. And it was a little after lunch now. I ended up turning around with a sigh about walking away when Kacchans door opened and I was pulled in, the door shutting after I entered.

"What are you standing there for nerd." He hugged me from behind as I stared at the door.

"N-nothing I just..." I turned around and hugged him. I guess maybe he was a bit surprised but he hugged me back. "I want to talk." We broke the hug and he looked at me. We ended up sitting on the bed watching as are soul animals interacted, playing with each other. It was adorable to say in the least.

"Well what do you think about it all?" He asked me, and to be honest I was thinking too much about it all. The soulmate thing only added to me wanting to find my moms murderer. Or where I'm going to stay full time, or a job I'm going to need to find sooner rather than later.

"It's too much." I simply responded as he looked at his fingers that were intertwined in his lap.

"Yeah I agree,... and I know that sometimes the soulmate things don't work out, so I would be fine staying friends" He said looking up at me. Staying friends does that mean we have been 'friends' all along? I didn't know how I wanted this relationship yet but if Kacchan was going to try, maybe I should try too.

"Um well..." I also kept my eyes on the ground watching are soul animals.

"I'll change, I know I have been kinda a dick to you, but I would like to give it a try and if you're not ready then so be it but... I do like you Deku."

Wait... HE LIKES ME, no that can't be it's not true. I look up into his eyes, those beautiful eyes. I don't know I-I couldn't,... maybe I could. I mean he said he was willing to change. No.

"Could you try the relationship thing, and if you don't like it we could be friends still... Or if you don't want that either I'll leave you alone, and won't bother you anymore." I don't know, I mean I have never even thought about being in a relationship before.

"I'll try it but.. If I don't like it we stop?" I saw Kacchan smile as I said that.

"Yes, if you don't like anything we stop." He smiled more as he hugged me again.

"Okay let's try the relationship thing." I also smiled, I was afraid of everything but maybe this would help me get through some shit.

~~~~~

Well I only published this because I lost a bet with my friends. I had to publish my least favorite bkdk fanfic I wrote. I only had to publish 10 of the chapters and I don't know if I should keep publishing more, I have a holiday vacation for the next couple days... so I think I'll leave it at that and come back to see if I should write more. 

1093 words

to be continued maybe?

~Toaster