Lucy and the Sabertooth guild ROLU/NALU (slow updates)

just another day...

Lucy P.O.V
I woke up to the very familiar things.
Not expecting the pinkett anymore.
Him and everyone except Wendy, Juvia, Gajeel, Pantherlily, Happy, even Laxus, Carla, and Master, have been ignoring me since Lisanna came back.
Which was two months ago.
I walked to the guild in a tank top and skirt with my usual keys attached and boots.
I enter and yell, "hey minna!"
I give off my sweetest smile and wave and in return I get, grunts or slight sighs.
I walk to my real friends, I take a seat next to Wendy and Gajeel.
"Hey Lucy!" Wendy said cutely.
I smile at her but I can't lie to her, she knows I've been hurting with the whole Natsu and everyone else ignoring me thing.
Then I brighten up because I hear the familiar, "hey Luce..."
It was Natsu!
I turn around but my expression suddenly changes seeing their faces, looks like they're sad, and scared.
"Would it be ok if you took a break from team Natsu and Lisanna went in your place?" Natsu asked.
He wanted me too leave?
"Why?" I ask in the verge of tears.
"Because we just think that your not as strong as us," Natsu said and Gray punched him.
"So you think I'm weak?" I ask tears already falling.
"You said it not me!" Natsu said with the same smirk that I found sweet but now I find it... sickening.
"Ok," I gulped and ran out of the guild.
That was my nakama?
They called me weak?
And nobody else thought otherwise?
I ran to my apartment and opened the door closed it and put my back against it crying my eyes out.
It's all over...
I'm done losing people or running.
I can't keep doing this.
It's time to end my, once happy life.
I take a deep breathe and walk to the park where there's a deep cliff.
That's where I will die.
That's where my everything will be better.
I walk, which feels like forever.
And finally I reach it and look down.
Dang its deep.
I turn my back from it and close my eyes and fall back...

But I didn't even hit the ground.
What?
I open my eyes and notice the arms around my stomach.
"It's ok! I got you!" A voice says holding me.
"Why are you holding me?" I shout.
"I don't really know either," he said emotionlessly.
I turn and see black hair.
"Fro thinks so to!" An exceed in a frog costume says aloud.
Then my feet hit the ground.
"What's a fairy doing trying to kill herself?" They ask.
Wait...
It's obviously Rogue otherwise this wouldn't be a Rolu fanfiction.
"I don't want to be a fairy anymore..." I mutter and my years falling like a water fall down my cheeks.
I look at Rogue, who usually looks emotionless bit right now his eye brows are lifted in surprise.
That's when I told him everything about me and fairy tail.
When I was done he looked kinda pissed.
"Is ok Rogue at least I have my suicide plan," I say sadly.
"No I refuse for you to die," Rogue said with a pokerface.
"Fro thinks fairy-sama should join Sabertooth!" Fro yelled.
Rogue just looked at me and nodded.
"Uhh, what if something bad happens?" I say sadly.
"Nothing will happen, trust me," Rogue said with a small smile.
He's so cute!
I nodded in a agreement.
And then the three of us walked to Sabertooth.