• I should be happy.. But I'm not..? •

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It had been a few weeks since the exams, Kacchan has been giving me shit ever since I used One For All to blast that final boss away, he was just pushing me more to the edge.. 2 more months.. Should I shorten it..? I sigh as I enter my middle school classroom, it was the fourth to last day of school, that was when everyone got their results. but everyone knew Kacchan was getting in..

I raise my hand and ask to go to the bathroom, the teacher excuses me and I stumble into a bathroom stall, I reach into my pocket and I grab my razor, I slowly push it into my arm and I slice, relieve washes over me as I cut more and more and more, it wasn't enough..

Cut..

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More..

More..

More..!

27 cuts..

I needed more..

Cut..

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45

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48-

Ouch!

I got cut out of my trance when I cut a little to deep, a lot of blood poured out of my fully cut up arm, I got to lost in my thoughts.. Either way I bandaged my arm up and I moved to the other arm.. I had to.. I needed more.. More more more more..

Cut

Cut

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Cut..

Cut!

I was satisfied. Blood poured fast out of my other arm and I bandaged that arm up, I walked out of the stall and I turned the tap on to wash the razor, but Kacchan walked into the bathroom.. "Nerd. The teacher wants you back in the cla- ... What are you washing." I panicked and I quickly turned the tap off and put the razor into my pocket. "Oh nothing! You don't need to worry Kacchan!" "Bullshit, why were you washing a razor, and why is there blood in the sink." "Well I found it on the ground! Someone used it and I decided to clean it.. I don't know why.." "tch.. Whatever" He then left the bathroom, I let out a sigh of relief as I walked out of the bathroom walking just a few feet behind him, continuing the hellhole of the day..

• A few hours later •

The final bell rang and I was packing up my stuff but little did I know Kacchan was gonna be on my ass again.. "We aren't done here damn Deku. Why are you so confident that you're gonna become a hero without your fucking quirk?" "I.. I just know I will be worthy.." "YOU SERIOUS?! You're skinnier than a stick you stupid nerd! You know.." He turns around and takes a step towards the door, "If you really think you'll be lucky and get a quirk this late in life, you should just believe you'll have one in your next life, and take a swan dive off the roof." I freeze, what the hell.. I stare at him for a while and he chuckles and walks out of the room, That's the second time he's said that. Why?

Maybe he's right, but it's okay.. I know I'm getting into UA and at that time it'll be his birthday. Then I'll jump, he'll be happy then, because that's all he's ever wanted.

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