On My Block | Latrelle

Part 10

I feel so conflicted because any time I get sad and worried about that guy the next minute I'm thinking abt how attractive Latrelle looked last night as he was mad, pulling me out of the party, sleeping next to me and shi it was so attractive. Something is definitely wrong with me you don't have to tell me😭. But I won't lie and say I'm not scared, I'm kind of concerned about my safety idk if Latrelle would shoot me if I went out with another nigga, and I don't him to shoot up every party I go to or guy I speak to. At this rate everyone would just stay away from me, bruh I bet he would really like that 😑 me at home alone and him outside doing whatever and whoever.

I need to keep rejecting him (gently cuz I don't want to end up on a shirt) because I'm sure he thinks if he keeps on applying pressure I will eventually give up fighting but he must not know me.

I'm glad he's not here right now, at least I can get some time for myself and really think things through. I hope he has some positive news on the guy from yesterday.

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Latrelle's pov:
I tied my hair back and put my hood up before exiting my car and walking to the hospital.

My boys gave me the address of the hospital this nigga was staying at.

"Hi how can I help you sir?" The front desk lady asked.
"I'm here to see Shawn Westwood, I'm his cousin Mac" i said to the lady.
"Hold on a sec let me double check... Shawn.. Westwood. Found him, he's condition is not stable right now so we can't permit any visitors, the doctors are going to work through the day to stabilise his condition, hopefully by tomorrow things are looking better and we'll be able to allow him to have visitors, sorry for any inconvenience mr Mac" the lady spoke. "No worries, thank you for looking after my cousin, have a nice day ma'am" I responded and she quickly smiled at me wishing me a good day too.

Well at least he's not dead. Once i stepped outside I picked up my phone and dialed y/n's number, she picked up after a couple of rings "yo, he's somewhat alive"
"What do you mean he's somewhat alive???" She questioned confused and worried.
"He isn't in the best conditions rn, damn it was only his arm😂 this nigga 's acting like as if he got shot in the chest"
"YOURE A PSYCHOPATH HAVE SOME COMPASSION" y/n shouted through the phone
"Fine whatever, anyways they said he might be doing better tomorrow, i wasn't really listening. There, i hope you're happy now"
"Thank you.   Latrelle?"
"Mmmh?" I answered
"DONT YOU EVER DO SOM-" I hung up on her cuz who tf is she shouting at, and I don't care any nigga I catch her with is getting lit up.

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Authors pov:

After y/n mentally cussed latrelle out for cutting her off she called Monse and explained the whole situation to her. After her call with Monse y/n had some clarity regarding her situation with Latrelle. 'This shit isn't going to get any better, I need to do something before he starts claiming me around, bc if not shit will get dangerous and I'll have a target on my back' y/n said to herself. She wasn't sure what she was going to do.

Y/n finally decided to have a serious conversation with Latrelle but in school, so at least that would be a public setting.

The following day was Monday, Y/n was feeling quite cranky bc she only had 2 hours of sleep before she had to get up for school. "Ughhhh" she said dropping herself in her chair and propping her head on the desk basically half asleep, Ruby was yapping abt how he he's going to finally have his own room. But she soon drifted off to sleep, waking up a few minutes before the lesson ended from Ruby nodging her arm.

At least PE would wake her up a little. She teamed up with her girls Monse and Jasmine, as they played a very competitive game of dodgeball, straight headshots and nosebleeds everywhere "Damnnn Y/n i thought you was half asleep but your arm is lethal" Jasmine said hyping Y/n up. "I'm just glad I'm standing on this side of the court and NOT over there, look at that poor girl" Monse said gesturing towards the girl who was holding a tissue on her nose. "Damn I kind of feel bad😂 I hope she going to be okay tho" y/n said scratching the back of her head. "I meannn free nose job" Jasmine said trying to lighten the mood. "Yo jas log off💀" Monse replied.

It was finally breaktime and Y/n was going to use this opportunity to talk some sense into Latrelle.

She spotted him sitting with his group of friends, so she texted him instead of going up to them. But Latrelle saw her text looked up at her from a distance and smirked and ignored her. "Is he okay? Like ho is you cool?😀" y/n said to herself. She called him a few more times before realising he wanted her to actually come up to him. "Ughhhhhh" she groaned picking up her bag.

"Yo can we talk for a sec?" Y/n said not paying any attention to Latrelle's friends hyping him up and asking him if 'is this you yeah?👀' like 'no this isn't him I'm very much single' y/n said under her breath. Latrelle agreed and walked off with her, he snaked his hand around her waist as they walked to a more quiet and secluded spot, she removed his hand from her waist but each time he placed it there, but noticing that she was annoyed he just placed his arm over her shoulder.

"So what you tryna do" Latrelle said looking around excitedly making sure noyone was around, he pulled her close. "That's not what I called u over for". She pushed him off of her
"it was worth a try tho" y/n rolled her eyes at him. "Anyways, so I've really thought this through and the 'us' thing is not possible, there's so many reasons why we shouldn't be together, one being you always finding yourself in very questionable situations with girls but if that was me all hell would break loose and that takes me to the second point you literally almost killed a guy bc of me, like that's mad extra, i can't have that type of shi on my head. I literally planned out a whole speech but right now my mind is going blank especially with the way you're looking at me right now like idk if you're angry or want to kiss me?" Y/n was confused because Latrelle visibly seemed pissed but his eyes moved from starring directly at her eyes to her lips he couldn't help himself when he was around her, he just wants her so much, every bone in his body is telling him to take her to an empty classroom and fuck her brains out until she finally comes back to her senses because she was bugging right now.

"You're bugging right now, so you're like breaking up with me?" He asked her. "See that's the thing we were never together especially with the way you behaved, but yeah" she replied. "Your ass is too stubborn, why are you acting so hard to get?". He said. "Latrelle-" "-Nah I've got the right thing for you, im claiming you, that way you'll be off limits and if anyone is still bold enough to try that means they've got it coming" Latrelle said cutting y/n off. "Omds you're fucking crazy, I DO NOT WANT TO BE CLAIMED BY YOU OR ANYONE"
"Once I claim you, you gon have eyes on you 24/7 so don't even think about lying or doing some weird shi cuz I'll know, word will get back to me" he informed y/n completely ignoring her.
"I'm being serious Latrelle don't even think abt it, let me be frank with you every time you try to 'claim me', I'll embarrass you right back every single time don't fucking play with me" y/n told him.
"And every single time you try to embarrass me, I'll show you how crazy I can get, you already know not to play with me princess" Latrelle pecked y/n's lips before he went on his way "fuck you" y/n said, Latrelle just chuckled at her frustration.