YOU STAND ON THE SIDEWALK AND STARE DOWN AT THE CRACKED CONCRETE BUT
YOU CANT HELP THINKING THAT MAYBE THIS WOULD BE HOW YOU LOOK INSIDE
DID HE LEAVE BECAUSE YOU WERENT BEAUTIFUL
YOU WONDER AND SO
YOU SPEND DAYS TRIMMING AND DRESSING SO NOW YOUR PRISTINE BUT YOU FEEL SICK AND
YOU SHOWER SIX TIMES EACH DAY TO GET THE FEELING OF HIS HANDS OFF YOU BUT
YOU STILL FEEL HIM SO
THE NEXT GUY IS ALREADY ON YOUR DOORSTEP BUT HE IS NOT GOOD ENOUGH
YOU CAN SEE YOUR REFLECTION IN HIS EYES AND YOU THINK ABOUT HOW BROWN ARE NICER THAN BLUE
DONT THINK
THATS WHAT YOU TELL YOURSELF BUT YOU CANT GET HIM OUT OF YOUR HEAD
DONT THINK
BUT I TELL YOU AN ALCOHOLIC NEVER RECOVERED BY IGNORING THE PROBLEM
FACE IT HEAD ON
YOU ARE STRONG AND
YOU ARE WORTHY AND
IT WILL GET BETTER
it's not the end yet || e.s
