• Taymor •
I'm sitting here listening to the whole story kentrell is telling me while feeding Malachi and let me tell you this shit is too messy for me
I never been in a situation like this where me and my best friend liked the same nîgga honestly
"And bae that shit slime had me ready fight andrew lil ass" Kentrell said taking his shirt off
"And then girls?! They need they ass whoop sierra bet not turn out to be fast like them"
"And my son held his own! But ion know if he fucking with elijah right now" He said jumping into the bed
"He just needs time I don't think he know what to think right now" I replied cleaning malachi
He don't play he gets down he gets cleaned up roll on his tummy ready to go to sleep
"Daddy?!" We hear sierra call making kentrell perk up quickly
He's such a softy for that girl it makes my heart overwhelmed. She walks in rubbing her eyes and i seen him frown
She know how to get her father fasho
"Kyky won't open his door for me" She pouted making grabby hands to kentrell
He chuckled lifting her into the bed and she hurried to get neck to Malachi and he smiles at her as they cuddle
I think Malachi is none verbal he doesn't speak a lot to us and at the point he's at right now both kylen and sierra was babbling
Maybe my son just a late bloomer
"Ya can sleep with us tonight princess as long as mama say it's okay" I heard kentrell making me groan lowly
Everytime I sleep with all of them I'm the one that ends up with no cover while they all piled up and comfy
"Mama pleaseeeee" She dragged tryna give me the same eyes she gives kentrell
"I'll just get my own cover tonight" I said laughing and kissed her forehead
"I'm gonna go talk to kylen" I said to kentrell giving him a peck on the lips making him nod before getting under the cover with our other two kids
I smiled at the sight of them all cuddled up and sierra and Malachi drifting off to sleep easily
"I love you" I said dimming the lights for them
"I love ya 100x more" I heard before I closed our bedroom door
I walked down the hall shaking my hands tryna get my nervousness out, I haven't spoke to kylen since we had our little disagreement I wasn't sure how he would talk to me right now
I stood in-front of his door not knocking taking a deep breathe ion know how kentrell do these typa things
"Come in ma" I heard making me cuss under my breath
I opened the door looking at my son who seemed to be crying his eyes out at the moment
My heart slowly felt like it was ripping out my chest, I hate this for him
"Ion like the way heartbreak feel mama" He said whipping his face as I sat on his bed
"I know son, some shit like that is hard to shake but don't force yourself too. Feel your emotions son it's okay to cry" I said leaning his head on my shoulder
"Andrew was my best friend he coulda got anybody-"
"He couldn't and you know kylen you can't help who you fall in love with" I said to him
I always told him that because you can't help it, it could be something as little as a hug and boom you could call it love
I believe in different types of love of course it's not the same as kylen loves elijah but andrew has some type of love for elijah as well
"I just don't like he made him feel that, what did elijah do to make him feel that!" He spats as I felt a tear drop on my chest
"Sometimes it doesn't have to be anything elijah did, you can't blame anyone in this situation-"
"Like hell I can't!"
"Boa!"
"Sorry ma" He mumbled whipping his face again
"You weren't talking to elijah, andrew was. Not saying it as an excuse but you don't know what happened between them in four years."
I would hope nothing I really loved elijah for my son seem like he would keep him out of trouble
"But also kylen you don't know how elijah is feeling right now either. I know elijah and he's probably feeling so bad about this whole situation"
"I'm not shutting him out ma it's just ion know if i'm good for him" He said leaning up and rubbing his face
"I want to be but ion know if i'm capable, they talk bout me like ian human" He mumbled making my heart ache
"But you are we all is and I have hope you are capable of change look at your father" I said making us both laugh
"I don't know what your into in life but I know my kylen, I know my good boy is in there still" I said pointing at his heart
He slightly smiled and nodded his head breathing in deeply
"Ion know what ima do bout this ma"
"Don't rush it kylen let it come to you"
He looked at me before quickly pulling me into a hug which shocked me because kylen hasn't hugged me for a while now
maybe some years
But I quickly snap out my thoughts and hug him back smiling, enjoying this time with my son that I missed
"I love you ma for real" He said chuckling at my sniffles
"I L-Love you too son so much-" I just busted out crying
"Whoa whoa come on mama" He said leaning away from me
"I'm so sorry kylen-"
"Ma it's okay I promise, don't worry i'll forever love you" He said whipping my tears
"I forever got you ma"
He remind me of his father so much sometimes in a good way and sometimes in a bad
But I love my imperfectly perfect son
Forever and always
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FanfictionTay and Kentrell learning how to parent together and work on themself as their son Kylen goes through his trials and tribulations with Elijah growing up
