Game over - (Nbak sequel)

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• Elijah •

Literally never fails sleeping with kylen I had the best sleep I done had in a long time. Recently i've been having nightmares but I didn't have none last night

With the years me and kylen spent apart it gave me a lot to think about

I had something for him I wasn't ready to admit, I felt wrong, I felt disgusting

But As I grown up I realized that feeling was something I never got for anybody else and the way he treated me nobody else did either

Kylen is misunderstood and I feel bad about how things left off between us I just haven't had the guts to say something to him about it

I feel like it's my fault partially why he's the way he is now, he needed me I abandoned him

"Kylen" I shook him to get him up

This nîgga a heavy sleeper he act like he never sleeps in life

"Kylen i'm hurting" I whined and he instantly got up

"What's wrong? What you need elijah?" He said in his sleepy voice making a wave of feeling come over my body

See that's something i'm talking about yes he does get out of control sometimes but he has a good heart and he cares for me a lot

"I need you to get up! Sleep to long" I laughed pulling the cover off of him

"Not funny slime shit a nîgga tired why you even up" He said stretching

"It's been so long since we seen eachother I want to enjoy this time!" I said excitedly getting out of the bed going into the mirror and frowning

Everytime I look at my body I see him and I see him taking advantage of me

"It's okay to not be okay right now elijah" I heard and stop zoning out to see kylen in the mirror behind me

He made sure to keep his distance respecting me but right now I just want him close

"He didn't have to touch me in t-that way!" I yelled and kylen nodded as his face softened

"He never should have touched you at all" He said looking down at my body

Kylen makes me feel more comfortable than anybody else it don't feel weird when he looks at me when i'm practically naked

"I'm sorry you had to experience that i'm sorry I wasn't there to help you" He said getting choked up

This his sixth time crying about it and this is growth for him cause I thought by now he'll be killing terry

"It's not your fault kylen no matter how much you think it is it shouldn't of happened"

"Yea and it'll never happen again I promise that to you" He said looking at me through the mirror making me smile

"You sore? Want a bath or a massage? Nevermind to the massage-"

"Kylen slow down" I said softly as I turned around and hugged him but he didn't hug me back

I shouldn't of jumped at first now he don't want to touch me

"Just wanna make sure you feel okay"

"Can I talk about the situation to get it off my chest?" I said and he instantly nodded

"I was gonna ask but I didn't want to rush you" He said grabbing my hand leading me out the bathroom

I sat in my vanity chair and he sat in the bed looking a little nervous

"You okay?"

"I just want you to be okay. I wish that shit never happened, I don't want it to change you." He said making me smile

"I'll never change ky no matter what" That made him smile

"So I was leaving one of my classes and I quickly got pulled in the janitors closet surprised nobody notice cause that shit happened in the middle of transition"

"He had a k-knife up to my n-neck and said if I screamed he'd slice my neck"

I seen saying that made him uneasy because it was all over his face

"He roughy grabbed on me everywhere it hurted a lot. We didn't have sex but he put his fingers in my p-private and hurted me a lot" I said getting choked up

"He grabbed my hair and said I was his nasty slut and kissed all over me once he went to pull his pants down I kicked him in his dick and took that opportunity to run" I said and kylen didn't blink once

Instead his eye twitched and I knew he activated

"Ima go to school with you on monday" He said looking me dead in the eye

I knew I didn't have a choice and honestly I wanted him too I felt safer with him around

"Want me transfer? Even though ion be going like that" He chuckled making me stale face him

"Shit not funny kylen you need to graduate!" I spat throwing something at him

"And do what eli?" He asked getting up and going to the bathroom

"Whatever you want to do!" I yelled at him as I heard bath water start to run

"I'm not like you elijah, you're meant to be some in this world you're a star" He said leaning on the door opening

"You are too kylen you just have to let yourself shine" I said standing up walking over to him and he just hummed

"I'm running water fa you slime get in there i'll get us something to eat" He said walking pass me

"Can we get chic?"

"Whatever you want baby" He said grabbing his keys and walking out

Butterflies have enter my stomach, he called me baby

I turn the water off slipping my shorts off and entering the tub hissing at the burn I felt

I'm very happy kylen is here with me at this time it makes this experience a little less traumatic for me because I don't feel alone

And I also know that nigga is about to get what's coming to him