Don't Touch Me || 4X BFB FANFIC/TWO TPOT AU

~What The XXXX?!~

(Quick note from the author, cheesy toes. TW for mentions of depression, sh, abuse, negligence, bullying, swearing and the mentions of suicide throughout this book. I won't go into too much detail, and I'll add TWs to chapters that contain anything too deep. Don't feel forced to read! <3)

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                        ~X's POV~

I'm fed up. I really am. Bfb ended AGES ago, but I'm pretty sure that Two hates Four now. Or is the the other way around? Either way, Two's a bully. They won't leave me alone, and not for the right reason, either. Ik they just want a reaction out of me, a reaction out of Four, but it's been going for so long that I.... I don't even know anymore. I can tell it's not good, because I'm breathing quickly. I need Four. I need him. I need him to know what I'm feeling. I need him to stop Two. Obviously, I told him about Two and what they've done, hurt me, been rude to me, ruined my stuff, abused me, but I.. I don't know if he really knows the full extent...

*I walk over, slowly, limping slightly from where Two had used their powers to throw stuff at me, and sit next to him. He immediately looked up at me, and he could see how down I felt. I'm not okay, but whenever I see him I just.... Feel.. Better? Yk?*

"Hey, X-y? Are you okay?" Four asked, muttering his words in a deeper voice then usual, and looking up at me.

"I..." I'm stuttering. Somethings holding me back from talking. Why though? Isn't this what I want to happen, getting help from practically the only person I truly care about? "I'm... Not.. Are you alright, Foury?"

"I'm oki! Do you... Need to talk?" I appreciated the words. He's always struggled to express his emotions the way he intends, and he's made progress towards being able to express himself freely.

I sigh. I've never sighed. Why would I ever sigh?! I'm not supposed to do that I-

"X?" Four rested a hand on my arm. I suppose I started breathing faster as I hesitated to make a response to his caring inquiry. It was reassuring, but what if he thought less of me because he saw I was weak?

I looked him in the eyes as I felt my own tear up. "Sorry.. I just.. I.." I wafted around a hand, trying to gather my words. "I... It's to do with..."

I couldn't speak properly. The words were there, but I'm fairly certain my mind wasn't.

"Don't apologise, it's okay. Take your time" Four smiled at me reassuringly. Here's one thing you would only know about Four if you were close to him; Four's got a soft side, a side with emotions and connections and words that no object could ever hear, and it makes you just feel so... Special? Yk?

"I'll.. Try again," I inhale slowly, trying to calm myself. "It's about the... Thing. With Two. I've told you about it already, I just.."

He was nodding along to what I was saying. He looked concerned, he seemed concerned, but he wasn't sure what to say. "Is there more?" I nodded. It's a good idea to tell him, but what if he thinks I was trying to hide it from him?

"I can use the mind reading thingy, if you want me to?" he suggested. It would be so much easier, and he would be able to see the memories of it but... Wouldn't he be able to read my current anxieties, and see that I'm worrying he's gonna think badly of me for worrying? It would be so much.. Easier.. For him to read my mind, but then again, how much would he see?

"I.. Sure. I've got a lot of.. Personal stuff in my mind, so please.. Only look at the things you need."

He nodded, and stuck up his thumbs. God, he's so nice. He looks out for people he cares for, too. I can feel myself getting a bit warmer, but what is it? It's not too warm outside, so it's not an actual temperature thing, and I'm not sick so it isn't a fever... Whatever. I'm just nervous, that's all it is.

"Go ahead and start when you're ready"

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Hiya! Cheesy toes here! I just wanna say that this is gonna have multiple ships in this, and yeah!

TW for the next chapter <\3

God, they are so gay for each other mwah mwah ^^