Safe Place // Lisoo 리수

💕Chap.12: Exploring💕

I didn't purposely stop. I wanted her to come and break the order I gave her. Perhaps it was a little bit of a bold and mean move. This whole thing was probably already unsettling her mind. We were moving way more quickly than I thought. This might have really ended up bad.

As she came a second time I stopped both the vibrator and what I was doing, smirking at a breathless Lisa, obviously a little confused at her two strong orgasms and definitely guilty face «Oh Lili, you came and not only once, but twice. This isn't good.»
She looked at me her lower lip trembling, tears welled up in her eyes and I was taken aback a little «I-I'm sorry Mommy! It was, I don't know... I didn't mean to! Please don't be disappointed in me!!»
I grabbed her wrist gently and pulled her up hugging her «Baby, why are you crying? Are you okay?»
She hugged me, her face pressed against my neck as she cried and said «I didn't want to disobey! I wanted more praises! I really liked those Mommy! I wanted to be a good girl for you! I'm sorry! I'm sorry! Don't be disappointed! Don't hate me!»
I held her close, cuddling her «Oh baby, no, I'm not disappointed and I could never hate you. We're exploring and you're learning, and even if you make mistakes I could never hate you. Lisa, no matter what happens, I'll always care about you. Yes, you disobeyed and came, but it's okay, I saw you were trying hard. It's okay.»
Lisa slowly pulled away looking at me sniffling «R-Really? I-It's just that, I was surprised. I n-never came multiple times a-and especially that easily and quickly. T-There was just such a mix of... Emotions and feelings...»
I nod understanding «I bet there was baby, please elaborate more, so we can know what you liked and didn't and how you felt.»
Lisa sniffed and looked towards the kitchen window outside to the garden «I, uhm, don't know what to s-say... It felt good to be, uhm, under your control and to uhm try to obey... And even if my hands and back hurt, I was enjoying that discomfort... A-And there were some words or sentences said in a certain way... A-And your praises.... I.. uh, I'm sorry, I can't exactly put it into words right now...» she looked down sniffling, as I pulled her close again
«That's fine. It's never easy to understand what goes on inside you and to identify everything. We'll get there eventually, slowly. Perhaps let me try to help you.» I pursed my lips a little thoughtful «Let's try like this. Did you enjoy being restrained even if it was by your body?» she nodded slowly «From 1 to 5 how much would you say you liked that?»
«5... Because, I liked the idea of being at your mercy....» I knew she must have been blushing, I nodded and went on «Were you okay and did you like me calling you indirectly a slut? And dirty talking to you? From 1 to 5.»
There was a moment of silence, as my hands started caressing her back up and down soothingly then there was a slow nod «I.. I did... Like 4.5... because it was in like, uh, a possessive way.. like me being.. well, that, just for you and the dirty talking was... Uhm... It was interesting... B-But I like better when you praise me... That's a 100 out of 10... And maybe you could mix the two?» I smile humming giving an example
«Something like "My good dirty little slut"? Or "My beautiful naughty plaything"?»
«I really liked the first one.... The second one... It felt.. Uh, I wanna belong to you... But not to be just a toy... Like objectified...»
I nod «Okay, great. You're being such a good smart girl Lisa.» I could feel her smile while still sniffling a little «Let's go on, did you like me overstimulating you a little to make you come a second time? How about me being more rough?»
She slowly nodded «Well, yeah to the second one... I do enjoy it more when there's less gentleness... But sometimes I like that too... Like, you know what I mean?» I nod «That is like... 40 out of 5.... And the first question... Well, I'm not sure, I was too surprised.... I g-guess we'll have to try again... I'm sorry...»
I shake my head «Do not apologize, you're doing nothing wrong. It's okay to not know. There's no rush, I'm just trying to learn a bit more, even if just a little so that we can enjoy our times together even more.»
She nodded and pulled away looking at me «H-How about you?»
«What I do to you, is always something I enjoy. Although maybe sometimes I might do something I don't enjoy, to see if you do, so I can give it to you, as long as it's nothing too uncomfortable for me. My focus is on you Lalisa. And I get off on control and on pleasuring you.»
Lisa said blushing looking down «And I get off in pleasing you as well... And making you happy... And... I-It's a little frightening to admit it, seeing how quickly everything is happening in a short time but... I, I really wanna do whatever you want and I like belonging to you a-and serving you...kinda... Even if I'm a brat and will make it hard for you... I also like to be put in place by you.... I, uh, well... Yeah...»
I smile «We seem to be perfect for each other then.»
Lisa suddenly shot her gaze up at me «Unnie! I mean, Mommy. You didn't come! A-Am I... Well, should I..?» I followed her gaze that was looking between the floor and my aroused core
«Aaah, you want to get on your knees on the floor to make me cum all over your pretty face?»
Lisa became a tomato as she nodded making me chuckle and ruffle her hair «Cute. But as much as I'd love that, you need to earn it. You need to desire me.»
She pouted and nodded «But are you sure you're alright? I-I came twice and you zero...»
«Baby, this is not what this is. We don't have to come the same amount of time or stuff like that. I'm pleased with you and that's what matters. You opened up a little more, tried your best to follow my order, that's all I really need. Okay?»
She nodded humming «Okay...»

I kissed her forehead then told her «Okay honey, let's see how you'll do today around me naked. I want easy access at all times.» Lisa gasped and blushed nodding then I added to test a little her likings or dislikes «But first, look at the table sweetie, it's covered in your juices, we should do something about that shouldn't we?» she became even redder as she jumped down, looking for something to clean but I stopped her «It'd be a waste to clean it away like that don't you think?» she looked at me confused «How about you lick it up?»
Her eyes widened as she stared between me and her juices «I- Uh... Is this humiliation we're trying?»
I nodded «Yes, aren't you curious of how it makes you feel? I'm making you lick it off the table, not the floor so it shouldn't be too bad.»
She gulped and I allowed her to think about it as she asked me «W-Would you like that Mommy? To see me do something uhm, humiliating?»
I hummed «I do get my twisted cup of pleasure from it, yes. But you don't need to decide based on my likings. You should focus on you.»
She stepped closer to the table, slowly bending closer to it, her tongue moving out but she suddenly stood up «I can't! I'm sorry! I can't! Maybe in the future...?»
I hum «Okay, it's fine. That's completely fair. Then, go clean yourself a little down there as I clean here. Once you're done, I'll be waiting for you in the living room.»
She blushed «I'm sorry...»
I gave her a smile «No sorry Lisa. You did nothing wrong. Now, go, I'll wait for you in the living room.»
«Uhm, can you take away the belt? So... I can clean better?»
I pursed my lips thoughtfully «Mmh, fine. Let's change up some stuff. I'll remove the belt while you'll be under my eyes, but you can't lose the vibrator around.»
She blushed «I will be completely on display though...»
I smirked «Only for me though.»

She nodded and I moved closer to her to remove the belt, as I smiled at the idea of Lisa liking being on display if it was for me although she didn't admit that directly.

Lisa went off and I cleaned up. In a short time I had learned a lot more about her and she made a lot of progress. I was so proud, it wasn't an easy thing. The BDSM world could be very frightening, especially to newbies. It has such a huge range of fetishes that could make the bravest run. But Lisa, no, although she was hesitant and scared she didn't run, she wanted to explore, to risk just to learn more about herself and to please me.

I really liked that.

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