Game over - (Nbak sequel)

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"Shut yo mouth shìt!" Olivia said covering andrea mouth making me raise my eyebrow

"Don't let me find out liv you too young for allat" I said putting four cards down making them smack they lips

"This nîgga cheating"

"And I know you not talking about young sleeping in the bed with Kylen all up on eachother-"

"It don't be like that" I hushed her up because it doesn't

I don't be doing nasty stuff with him I bearly want to kiss him, Well i kinda do want to kiss him and when he called me pa i felt something in my stomach but I can't give into that feeling

"Andrew already smoking weed y'all" Andrea told us putting a card down

Wow at 13 is crazy work I hope he don't put kylen on to that shit

"Kylen not to far behind" Liv piped up making me get a little hot inside

"He's better than that" I said making them shake they heads

"When you gone accept that that nîgga is lined up with that typa lifestyle Elijah"

I put one card down not wanting to talk bout that shit I know kylen and he's better than that

"Uno, and uno out bitches" I said scooting back and hoping out the chair

"Don't be mad at us" They laughed as i walked out

I didn't even pay kylen no mind as i stomped to my room shutting and locking my door. What if they right? What if he's not to far behind?

I hope he's better than that or i'll really have to leave him alone and not look back

I hear a soft knock at the door making me roll my eyes and ignore it

"Come on E don't do me like that" I hear him through the door making me slightly smile before walking over to the door

"Do you smoke ky?" I asked nervously because I know he won't lie to me even if he knows i'll get upset

"Open the door"

That gave me my answer right there if he didn't he woulda just said no or stop playing with me slime but he didn't say none of that

"Kylen-"

"Elijah please don't do this shit through this door, open it so we can talk"

"Wha-"

"Open it"

I mentally screamed punching around the air wanting to tell him fuck off but I know he'll find a way in here with or without me opening it

I rolled my eyes opening the door and he quickly pushed passed me shutting it and locking it

"I didn't know it'll bother ya" He said leaning on the door

"Well it does" I mumbled going to sit on the bed

"Why? Ya parents do it my parents do it hella people our age do it-"

"So you a follow the leader ass nîgga now?" I said scared to look up at him

He didn't respond but I heard him come closer to me

"Say, Ian no follow the leada ass nîgga ain't neva been one" He spoke lifting my head up

I see him soften when he looked into my eyes making me smile on the inside, I need to stay with him by his side so he don't do dumbass shit like this

"It helps me cope with my emotions sometimes" He said truthfully making me frown

"You can always talk to me" I said softly bring my hand up to rub his cheek

He chuckles and closes his eyes humming

"Na pa some things you don't need to know" I tense at the name again making him open his eyes

"Sorry" He says stepping away from me

"It's okay it's just it makes me nervous" I said picking at my fingers

"In a good way?" I didn't reply I just started kicking my feet smiling to myself

It does make me feel good

"Ya so complicated Elijah" he chuckles kissing my cheek before going into my bathroom

Shit this is complicated, liking my cousin and wanting to kiss my cousin makes me feel sick inside but i'm the only one that feels that way about us

So is it me that's the problem or is it these niggas just sick in the head

Guess only time will tell

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