Alec : Damn it started… (he chuckled to himself and he misses his magnus so bad, especially now.. He wanted his magnus to do everything his mom did to him.he missed his touch, his warmth, his embrace everything . On thinking about it alec eyes went glassy all of sudden but on hearing Maryse word he started to smile)
Maryse : Just like his father, this little one won't let my son live in peace (she is annoyed.. She really loves her grandkid but she was angry with Magnus so she used to say that more often,like whenever Alec suffers from first trimester symptoms..)
Alec : mom… I Am fine!! (he said with a weak smile. He swallowed his sorrow, because he don't want Maryse to get worry about it)
Maryse : You were suffering here all alone and he would be happy in his house.(she grinded her teeth) . Tell me something, is this a curse for our family?? Like we both have to end up in loving and having kids with drunk drowning morons?? (she asked sarcastically for which Alec giggled)
"mom… he is my drunken drowning moron" Alec corrected her which made her roll her eyes and hit the back of Alec's head playfully..
Maryse : I hope you will change your mind soon.. (she said shaking her head at alec who was smiling at her)
Alec : I never saw you change your mind for all these years. You were all alone and not seeing anyone because of your responsibilities,I meant me and izzy… so don't expect me to change.. I am gonna do the same with this little one (he looked at his tummy) and I am damn sure one day he/she gonna bring his dad to me… my magnus is not going anywhere from me (he said with smile, the hidden pain behind that smile is obvious to Maryse)
Maryse : I don't want to break your faith. But I wish you would see someone else.. You are too young to hold back things and sacrifice your life …..(Alec tilted his head and shook it in return as no) fine.. Go and try to eat something.. And I am not sending you to work… Especially not in this situation.. (on seeing Alec's sitting nearby toilet bin) up!! (she offered her hand which Alec took hold and stood on his feet.. She patted and smiled before leaving Alec's room) let me bring you some milk or fresh juice.. At Least you could stay hydrated…. (she said and left)
Alec : yeah!! (he nodded with a smile.. His smile disappear the moment he saw his face on the mirror)
He raised his t-shirt a little up to see his mildly bloated Lower abs.. That defined abs started to fade out… he looked at the drawing board, which is in the corner of his room.. There is an unfinished drawing of Magnus on the clipboard.. He walked slowly to that… He Was recreating that nearly naked drawing of Magnus which Magnus sold out to an unknown person..
He stared at the picture.. "I am tired… My Body aches everywhere, I was good one minute and moody the very next minute.nowadays I fall on the ground out of drowsiness without my knowledge , my head feels like it's spinning all the time, and my stomach hurts whenever I throw it out, I was trying to sleep but I couldn't because I was hungry and when I try to eat I can't succeed.. Even if I force myself with any food I End up getting it out of my system twice as I ate … Out of all these issues the only thing that hurts the most is you.. You aren't there with me… I wish you were here… I always take my phone and try to text you saying that I am pregnant with your baby but I don't have the courage to do that.. I don't want to drag you Into something you don't want to…and my top fear is…. What if you think I did it all planned just to get a share from your properties?? What if you think I did it for money?? And the worst is what if you think the baby wasn't yours?? I don't want to hear any of this.. I won't live if you think like that…(he let his tears out) magnus!!! (he caressed his index finger on that drawing) I know you won't fall in love with anyone in this life.. But please don't sleep with anyone else when I am Alive.. That's the only thing I keep on asking in all my prayers. I don't believe in God but in this thing I completely depended on God… I was praying to save yourself for me no matter how long it takes.. Because you're worth all my wait "he said smiling through his tears…
Chapter 29
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