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Smoke fills my lungs like water,
I feel like I'm drowning in life.

Like I'm losing.

I tried not to lose myself,
but I'm too weak to be strong enough to do that.
I just drink and drown and lose,
and I die, 
but I act like a toddler who thinks she can do everything
and that she knows everything,
but then she can't tie her own shoelaves.
She's weak.

I'm her. 

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