I want to say let's go
I'll drive you where you want
We can stay up all night long
Crying over movies and stupid love songs.
I want to say hell yes
I want you like this
And have you to hold
and maybe to kiss.
I want to be okay
enough to show you who I am
but I can't stop this madness
that resides within the pain.
I want to take you back
to those moments when we laughed
when we fell asleep dreaming
we'd get more nights like this.
I want to do it all
and watch you smile when I say I do
but I feel so empty
I don't know what's true.
I want to say just what I mean
but I don't know if you understand
I don't feel anything right now
no pain
no fear
I don't feel anything now
tell me how to belong here.
Tell me so we can go get all the carbs
at some point in this stupid year.
