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If You Ever Grow Up

I wish I could go back in time to tell myself
That you are not as good as you pretend
You played me like a game and I was so ashamed
But now I know that you're the only one to blame

I didn't ask you to break my heart
I treated you well but it wasn't enough
Should've known you were an imposter from the start
Your handsomeness doesn't count when you have an ugly heart

So, boy if you ever grow up, if you think about me
Keep it to yourself because I have no damns to give
I don't want you back in my life
But I hope someone melts that heart

I hope you let down your guard
I hope she helps you grow up
I hope you'll feel happy and safe
And I hope she'll stab you in the back

I just want to tell you how much I don't care
I just want you to know that I am doing great
No more worries, no more pain, I'm getting smarter every day
This delicate heart is no longer yours to break

You left me to die, I was a part of your plan
You tried to kill a woman to make yourself feel like a man
I know your dad doesn't love you but why are you taking it out on me?
You were too proud to kiss me while you called yourself a king