We're different yet the same
So far apart but so close
Push me away and keep me in the dark
Blood clotting my veins starving the rest of my body
I'll keep doing what they say
Imagine being powerless
Imagine having no options
Imagine living in hell
Knowing there's worse hells so you stay safe here
I'm safe
No, I'm not
I'm under constant attack wishing I could fade away into nothing
I want to fade away into nothing
Pushing poems out every day
More and more the more I'm hurt
Why can't I seem to write about what I have versus what I don't want?
Why can't I just smile and pretend like everything is okay?
Why can't I just focus on what's in front of me?
Why do I have all these thoughts and such a rapid brain?
They say I'm weak and I don't wanna agree but what if I am
What if I'm everything I don't wanna be
