That numbness is so familiar
Ya know when when your heart skips a beat because you know you messed up again
Ya know that feeling when reality hits you and you understand all good things come to an end
You're happy but not too happy
Never get too happy it won't last long
You smile with tear stains stuck to your face because you're just that strong
Stand up straight and smile
Be good
Support
Love
Ignore the hate bubbling inside you
Ignore the resentment
Ignore the unforgiveness
Ignore the pain
Smile
You're so beautiful when you smile.
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