My chest is punched and I feel the pressure of everything in my life that I've done
I feel a hand go inside and grip my heart
Crushing it
My arms feel weak and my legs feel numb
Everywhere my body is shaking my stomach flips like a pancake making me feel sick
My Pupils dilate and I can see everything
Hear everything
Feel everything all of this felt at once
Wanting to shove myself in a hole and never come out
Wanting darkness
Silence
Peace
