When the night sky changes its colour
And engulf our darkness within itself,
Every night, without any exhaustion.
When the river become silent
And forgave our deeds
Every night, without any complaint.
When the white sun sets with all anger
And let the moon shine
Every night, without any excuses.
When the nature sleeps calmly
And the cold wind blows
Every night, without any condition.
So why can't I lie down every night
Without any exhaustion, complaint, excuses or condition?
Is this Jealousy? Or is it just lack of sleep?
(P.s. There was a time period in my life when I felt immense jealousy and inferior. Due to my insecurity and life circumstances. While growing up, I was taught that I should be grateful for the things that I have. Never be greedy and be respectful towards other. But as I went to a little good high school than my previous school, I was fascinated by the people around me. Even if it was about a boy or money, I felt a little inferior. I don't do show off but they had this opinion that I'm little well to do person. Whole year, these feelings started to strangle me even in dreams that's when I realised it's becoming a problem. I started to cut people off my life and never made a single guy friend. It was bad for me because I barely have any friends now but that's okay because deep down, I know,I am growing and, that the world have more to offer.)
