The sweetest nightmares (Loki&Elsa and Jack&Elsa function novel)

Part 16 - Set fire to the rain

No.
It's not happening.
It's impossible.
All that I could ask, from the millions of questions running in my mind is:

"Why?"

I asked with a shaking, crying voice.

"Because I love you ,Elsa!
I can't let you go!
Because since you came to my life,
The flames in me calmed down.

All my life,
Everything that seems right always seems wrong,
And everything wrong seems so right and attractive."
He looked at me with a sparkle in his eyes, and his expression said that he finds me the most extractive sin in the world for him.
He knew it's forbidden for a monster like him to love me,
But he doesn't care.

He really loves me.

He laght a bitter laght after he saw the understanding hitting me as he expected and continued quick and passionfull:

"And for some unknown, wonderful reason only an angel like you can fix me."
He caressed my face,
But I turned my face away so he won't touch me.

"Only you can see what's right and what's wrong,
And make me listen!

You are the only person I care about Elsa!

No one can cure my heart and soul as you can!

Only you can calm down the chaos in me!
Only you make me find peace...."
He looked at me softly, and yet His face twisted to the failure and knowing that I will never forgive him.

He started marching forwards me Decisively, as he said:
"Don't you see Elsa?!
I love you!

I have never loved a person in my whole life!

And It's true Elsa,
It's the only truth I know."
He looked siruse after the eagerness that he spoke with all this time.

"I know that it's crazy,
I know that I am a monster,
I know that I am a murderer.
I know that I am probably mentally ill, an immortal god that fell in love with a mortal human being.
But Elsa,

I will sacrifice a hundred people more to make sure our love will never die.

I love you more than enything in the world Elsa!
I can't let you go! "

-"No!" I sobbed to myself quietly.

-"I love you Elsa!

You must be mine!

You all I have!

I have no one,
nothing but you!

You are my life!"

He got closer as I didn't paid attention, caught my shoulder with his hand and tried to cover my eyes so I won't see him turning me around so he will kiss me.
Stealing me.

-"I hate you! "

I screamed as I released my body from his grip.
He recolied from the things I just said,
and it gave me time to push him away to a close tree.
Like from an instinct I tore one of my sleeves from my dress and started bind them so I will cuff him to the tree.

-"Elsa I love you."
He continued desperate, as the tears don't stop freezing on my face.

"Fine!
After I'll conquer this plant,
Break into my palace ,
Conquer back your plant,
Take all my glory and wealth,
Throw my to your deepest dungeons,
Tourcher me with the worest tourcher there is,
But please,
Come visit me in prison,
so we will have a forbidden affair
as a queen and prisoner!"

I got away from him, and for a second I could imagine his charred, gnarled face as I am tempting him in his sell.

No.
It's not me.
I'm better than this.

"From the worest dungeons of hell I will love you Elsa!"
I turned around
with the tears in my eyes, to meet his desperate,
tourchered,
loving expression,
as he fighting his binded hands behind the tree to reach me.
"Kiss me Elsa!
Kiss me now!
Say that you love me! "

-"No!!!!"
I screamed as my eyes blurred from the tears,
and yet I could see his
broken look,
fixed on me.

-"You are a lier!
I trusted you!
You lied to me! "
I crashed on my knees into the snow, from the pain attacked my heart, as he stopped fighting,
Speechless.

I opened my tearful eyes,
And saw two pieces of flint in front of my hands.

I know what I have to do.

"And now,
you are going to pay the price. "
I got up with the stones in my hands.

-"No,
No,
Elsa! No!"
He screamed at me as he realised.

I scrubbed the first stone with the second, the sparks flew in the air for a breathtaking fragile of a second.
I set fire to the rain.
And he burned.

Fire.
It burnd him as he screamed from the pain of his burned skin or from the fact that he loses me,
Forever.

But I didn't hear his screames,
They were empty like the empty space between us.

I got close to him,
Realising what have I done,
As the tears finally falling as water on my face,
for the first time of my life,
burning me against the cold of my skin,
gone for eternity.
to the warmth of the fire.

It burns.
It burns so much.

I caressed his face for the last time,
Crying for our horrible fate,
My hands freeze from thmself,
As he stopped screaming,
his expression speechless.

He wants me.
I can't.

I ran away,
from him with a hurricane in my heart.

I threw us into the flames.

The thoughts spinning too fast:

'Don't you think that I am a monster? '

'No one will love you, and you will love no one. '

'If there is a monster between us it is not you. '

'If am Loki of Asgard'

'I love you Edward'

'Only you can calm down the chaos in me! '

'No!!!!'

I fell on the snow.
I couldn't run any further.

"No!!!!"
I screamed as my heart was broken to pieces.

Frozen.
Forever.

My heart break created a huge wave of cold to any possible direction around me,
That frooze everything around,
and spreaded the hardest winter that Arandle and the ralms of the north has ever seen.

The big explosion broke all the trees around,
and left a high sounds that kept ringing in my ears,
Yet I knew,

I have to go on.

I barely got up and kept running away to my castle,
Where I felt something die
Because I knew that that was the last time.

So with the thoughts that are spinning in my mind and the blood,
That doesn't comes off.

But I knew -

Let it burn.