Be Mine?

chapter.1

Im luca and I've been in love with my best friend ezra for 4 years, since I was 14. We are both now in university and im single while ezra is dating his girlfriend of 2 years Emma.

Luca's pov:

"Bro Emma has been so distant lately and I have no clue why" ezra said looking into my eyes to see if I had an answer to his problems.

"I don't know, maybe it because you missed your 2 year anniversary last week, because you where here with me"

"Yeah, I should've remember im shit boyfriend"

Ezra has brown fully hair and tall and has a good amount of muscles.

Im blonde with curly hair and a more feminine build I kinda have an hourglass waist and a big ass. Everyone knows im gay even ezra I came out to him when I was 13 and thats when I started to get feelings for him.

"So Emma isn't going to be here this weekend and I have a football match and wanted to know if you can take her spot and sit at the front and cheer me on?" He asked and looked up at me with puppy eyes, its quite frequent that Emma doesn't go to his games.

"Of course, I will always be your number 1 fan" I said laughing, I'm so screwed.

"Thanks bro your the best" ezra said while focusing back on the tv.

I was sat next to him just a cushion between both of us, he leaned his arm over the cushion and was playing with my hair, he does this alot.

I look over to him, he was watching me I gave him a quick smile and turned to the tv trying to hide me blushing, he just chuckled and carried on playing with my hair.

"Your so gay" he said and as a joke but technically not a joke..

"Sure am" I replied making us both laugh, he pulled me to lean on his side and he playing with my hair more.

This was normal for us, he would always cuddle me and play with my hair while we watch movies.

Ezra quickly lets go of my hair when he sees Emma is video calling him. I see him sigh and answer.

"Hey babe whats up?" He says looking st her face of disappointment.

"You were supposed to be here an hour ago" she says staring at the screen angrily.

"You know Sundays i hang out with luca" he says looking at me with pity.

"Ugh everything is about luca, you know he likes you and I don't like you near him" my face drops as I get up from my seat.

The thing about Emma is we used to be friends back when I was 15 just about to turn 16 before ezra knew her. I told her about him every day and how much I was in love with him and I introduced them and then they fell in love and Emma became a bitch and told ezra about everything. She even showed him text of our chats about my feelings and he hated me for a year, my whole world ended.

When he stopped speaking to me I went mute I didn't talk to anyone it broke my family and friends heart and bullying got real bad. And my friend jules convinced him to start talking to me again.

"Wait luca come back" ezra said as he saw me stand up.

"Its all good ill give you privacy" I guess I lied I stayed in the kitchen with is next to the living room so I heard everything.

"Why do you speak to him? He wants you so bad he just a slut" I hear Emma say from the phone.

"Emma for one minute cant you trust me, I have no feelings for luca in anyway. I get he used to like me but we were kids, we grew up and its about time you did" he says shouting back.

That hurt.

"Your such a fucking bitch, were done ezra, its always fucking luca" she says screaming and she ended the phone.

I slowly walked back in the room to see ezra staring at his phone in shock.

"You okay?" I asked quietly.

"Yeah, um sorry about that. Your not a slut by the way" he say apologetically.

"Its fine. So are you guys like over?" I asked, im sat back down next to him now.

"I'm not sure but maybe its for the best. Sorry she bought up the whole crush thing I know you don't like me anymore"

I look away and at the ground not making eye contact. I see him visibly sift as he stared at me.

"You seriously don't have feeling for me right?" He says more serious his mouth wide open.

I didn't know what to say. I felt tears slowly forming.

"I think I should go, maybe sort things out with emma" I didn't say anything as he got up and walked out of are shared apartment. Tears where rolling down my cheeks.

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