So here I am, trying to calm myself,
but you don't listen, you can't hear a god damn thing,
I'm losing blood in front of you, from this fucking broken heart,
but it goes unnoticed, yet it soaking through my shirt,
how can you not see your blood stained hands?
the fact that you tore me apart doesn't seem to faze you,
I tried, but it's impossible to get through to you,
you made me a promise that you can't keep,
your words seem to be tainted with lies,
can't get the truth out no matter how hard you try,
I'm sorry I wasn't a good replacement, I'm sorry that I can't fill that void,
but how can you just let me drown in front of your eyes,
'cause no I'm running out of words,
going up in flames, you watch as I burn,
and now I can't sleep at night, I toss and turn,
look at these bags under my eyes, I'm a mess,
so why don't you just confess,
I'm smarter, better than this,
so why do I sit inside of your fucking silence?
What am I supposed to say?
Words can't fix shit this time,
can't you see the look in my eyes?
I guess you choose not to, you choose to leave it un-noticed,
as I choke on this spewing blood,
from the holes that you've punched inside of my chest,
now it all escapes me,
I'm turning transparent, not that you could see me before,
now I'm invisible,
and you walk right through,
at least now I know what I mean to you,
so just stand there while I wither way,
watch the wind sweep me up and take me away,
those whispers in the wind are things I could never say,
I guess I'm weaker than I thought,
because I watch as you tore me apart,
I let you suffocate me with my own blood,
but I guess this time, my bodies had enough,
there’s not much more blood to bleed,
so why don't you just let go of me.
