Blood everywhere
Tears shaped like pears
Fall to the ground
My heart shattered
All torn and battered
But it will still pound
It will pound for you
All I want is a small "I love you"
But no, you will never say it
You don't care one bit
But at the same time, I don't want you to go
Blood flows easily off my chest
Like a runner at his best
I am in pain everyday
But nobody will know it
I won't let it
slip away...
I don't want anyone to know
But words in my mind grow
I don't know if I can hold it
I am mute
I keep my thoughts like hidden loot
And my teeth starts to grit
No one will believe me anyway
My words to them are gloomy and grey
I am just an It
I do open my mouth sometimes
but my throat closes up like i ate limes
useless
I am forever alone in my abyss
Never to encounter bliss
Always
Nobody wants me
Everyone just let me be
Sadly
At times I want to be left alone
To be in my room at home
Madly
But I do need a person to help me
A person to help me see
The world around me
Maybe I try too hard to be normal
I don't need to be so formal
Really?
Perhaps The world is not so heartless
And now that I look, there was no blood on the grass
That was pure water
Water feeding the plants
With bright leaves reaching like hands
The air is full of laugher
People having the time of their lives
And there is never the word goodbye
Amazing
I look around and I see you
I search your eyes but there is no blue
Blazing
I step closer to see better
But a girl is faster
What?
She runs to you and you smile
You gather her in your arms as she says "hi"
But... I stand beside you trying to believe
But don't you look, as I'm slowly grieving
What happened here?
Sudden realization hit me, why he is with her
The very thought in my tired mind burns
They settle the dread
I am no longer here anymore
I am lost forever because of me thinking poorly
I am Dead...
