She was back now, her mind was full with the thoughts of the earlier rejection,
Although she was honest with her words and really straight forward, all she thought was that she could have been more nicer, that man had always been good to her,
"I don't have to think so deeply about this",
Telling herself to basically move on, she tried convincing herself,
She thought that she had been harsh on him with her words, while on the other hand he admired her maturity while reacting to such a matter,
She wanted herself to know that she didn't humiliated him in public or not even in private, all she did was be honest,
She was fighting her thoughts in silence, but her thoughts were interrupted the second her phone ranged,
Crashing her brows together, she hesitantly held the phone with her ear,
"Hello"?
Her eyes were slightly widening,
And her heart rate increased, and unexpected call made her body insecure out of sudden, she started rushing out of the apartment,
"There in a minute",
She said while placing her phone in her pocket, her moves were messy, so was she herself,
"Grandma", she called as her breath was heavy,
Watching through the window, as she was told not to go inside,
"What happened"? She asked,
I told you, she has reached the limit of her living, two days are up her date,
"Can i meet her now"?
She asked as she was longing to talk to her,
"Yes, but i prefer not to talk a lot",
She nodded and went ahead,
Being seated besides her only family,
She rubbed her palm over her head,
"Hyzle"?
The low voice reached her ears, as she quickly responded,
"Grandma",
"Love, where were you"?
I was here grandma, with you,?
"Did you find a husband yet"?
Her grandma asked her the question per usual,
"Not yet"
"Why would you reject such a pure man"?
"I told you grandma, he wasn't for me",
"I have been declaring you my last wish hylze",
"But is that really necessary"?
Her grandma sighed, knowing she was stubborn and competitive,
But she really wished to die now, only reason that was keeping her alive was hyzle, she couldn't just leave her behind alone, specifically when she knew a lot of people had their eyes for her, unfortunately no one was going to be sincere to her, all they would want is what she'll inherit after her grandma,
"Hyzle, you know what's keeping me alive"?
"No",
"I'm alive till now Just to see you be settled, i can't leave you alone in this world, hyzle you are the only one who's gonna inherit all my business,
And if i tell you that there are people waiting for you to step in the battle ground so that they would start their war, an only girl who has no one to protect her, what she's gonna do then"?
It was making sense why her grandma wanted her to get married, she thought that it was just a mere wish, but she had other reasons
"So as soon as you find a suitable man, get married to him on the go",
"You're saying that i should get married to anyone"?
"No dear, that's not what i want,
Obviously see if he is capable of appreciating you, and providing all the necessities needed, then go on and marry him, look I don't think i have enough days left, and if i doe with an incomplete wish, i wouldn't rest in peace actually",
"Okay, hold on, will go on a mission to make my grandma happy, and her so called last wish come true",
Her tone was more like mocking,
Both of them laughed it off,
Sitting on the peaceful grass outside of the hospital
Her mind was full of thoughts,and she was going through all of them, she couldn't find peace even in the such a peaceful environment all she did was to let out a sigh trying to wipe off her mind.
She had to face her grandma again and before that she had to do something to satisfy her grandma,
When there wasn't anyone for her, and when she considered herself as the lonely one she only mads her laugh off her sadness and loneliness,
She had to do something or think about something before meeting her only family again,
Taking her leave from a peaceful environment, she headed back to hospital, to see her grandma one last time before going back home,
"Grandma"?
"You're sleeping"?
She asked, hoping for an answer,
The other side was silent, no answer.
She reached near her to see her sleeping peacefully,
She spared some moments of admiring her,
She contacted the nurse and told her to take care of her grandma.
Time skip.
Reaching back her home, she headed directly to her shower,
She needed peace of mind to think about providing her grandmother's wish probably her last one, there was no exception, she had to accept the fact that she wasn't gonna stay long,
Her grandmother had already declared her future possibilities of what could happen,
She was desperately trying to make her mind accordingly to what could happen in future,
She always cursed her destiny, it had always ruined her, and only her grandma knew how tired she was, but the biggest concern of her grandma was her silence, Hyzle had never in her life complained about her distress ever up until now,
"I would marry someone for the show, and later divorce",
She thought as the warm water slipped down her skin, smooth as silk,
Her hair dripped water, her eyes close due to the pressure of water, she felt heavy on her self, the main thought she had was terrible, she was badly injured internally being known to a fact that any call would be to notify her about her grandma, she was aware but not ready,
"I am terribly sorry grandma",
She thought of the words she could say, but there were none, she couldn't think of any thing else at the spot,
There was no exit from this situation, she wished to disappear and return when things are settled but fate had other plans,
Stepping out the bathroom with bathrobe settled around her body, giving slight view of her collarbone and the necklace she wore almost always, her hairs were wet and messy but definitely not ugly, one think she always felt comfortable and confident of was her looks, she knew she was beautiful, and always thanked her genes but this always led her to desire seeing he parents for a moment, just for once but no,
While drying her hair, she thought she heard something,
Turning the dryer off she tried hearing the same thing again, but all she got was silence,
"I remember locking the door, nothing to worry about",
Shrugging off her thoughts she continued her actions,
But was locking the key really enough?
Something she shouldn't have been so careless with.
