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messages from 💌 to junglost
[not delivered]

hey

fuck my fingers are shaking so bad Jungwon

but i still need to thank you before i leave

thank you

thank you for everything you did for me

thank you for making my last days unforgettable

it was the most alive i've ever felt

i left you an envelope

before you ask..yes, it's a love letter

you always begged me to write you one and i said no and told you i was a terrible writer

i guess i changed my mind

it's inside woncat's pillow

remember when i asked you what your biggest dream was?

you said you wanted to be a star, right?
A world star?

i think i might beat you to it

i'm going to become a star first

so don't forget to look at the sky from time to time, will you?

i'm going to become one of them, one of the stars you see up there in the sky

the brightest of them all

ji star

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new messages from 💌 to junglost

it's me again

i forgot to apologize

i'm sorry

for everything i did and for everything i will do

man i'm starting to actually enjoy life now that i'm up here

i'm kind of scared to leave

what if i regret it?

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last messages from 💌 to junglost

can you imagine the beautiful view i have in front of me right now?

i bet you can't

are you jealous?

so many people have walked past me but not one has tried to stop me

i must have seemed fine

maybe that's a sign, nothing can hold me back now

i have to do it

i already failed once if i hesitate now things will go down all over again

i don't have the energy to keep going

i'm exhausted

so you don't have to miss me, jungwon

i don't feel any pain right now

or hurt or discomfort

in fact i cant feel anything

and i cant hear jungwon

i cant see

there's only darkness and water underneath me

jungwon even though i cant think straight
right now

and even though i don't remember the happy
memories i have

i know there are there

and all of them are with you

thank you so much for being with me until this very moment

you are not here right now, but my heart still flutters so much just from thinking of you

i don't know where you are

but i know that you are living your dream

please continue to dream on my behalf too

your fans, they love you so much
and i love you too

do you understand how crazy i am?

crazy for you and your love

i love you so much it hurts

i love love love love loooovveeeee yooouuuuuuu!

you are my true super star in my heart

so please remember

It's not the end

for you

for me

and us

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(a/n: do you see the white butterfly on this book's cover? yes it's her!)

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