I Hate you, I Love you

Cheater..?

RUIS POV:

I let go of the kiss and hugged him tightly, oh how much I love him! I would kill anyone to keep you safe, Tsukasa.

Tsukasa smiled at me which made my heart race, I honestly just want to pin him to the wall and do even more intense things to him if I could.

"Tsukasa kun? Are you bored? Do you want to go somewhere? "

"Uh Rui it's night right now, and if it was morning, I still wouldn't go cause I wanna stay in your embrace forever. Your skin, hair, aura, eyes, and everything about you makes me want to just kiss you anywhere"

My face blushed when he said that, I hugged him even more tightly, clinging into him, I knew to myself that I was top but I didn't know how I was also the clingiest at the same time

"Mhh your body feels warn Love, please stay and maybe tighten the brace"

"Of course, darling"

I tighten the embrace and then Tsukasa eventually fell asleep, I adored his sleeping form for awhile then finally fell asleep beside him

Days went on as normal, I thought everything would be perfect But I was wrong

3 weeks later when me and Tsukasa were at school, a boy who had black hair and green eyes approached me and Tsukasa.. He looked like bad news for me.

"Hey Tsukasa and Rui! I'm Kenji! " Kenji says with a bright smile

"Oh hey Kenji, do you need anything? I'm with my boyfriend right now" Tsukasa says with a smiling face, I could tell he was a bit annoyed because of the fact Kenji approached us randomly while we were talking together

"wait, history boyfriend!? You said you liked me, Rui! You said it two days ago!"

I was confused.. What was he talking about? I didn't say anything..

TSUKASA'S POV:

What was this stupid Kenji saying.. There's no way Rui would do that.. I hope.

"My boyfriend Would never say that! We love each other. "

I was sure that if he would show a picture of Rui talking to him, he wasn't actually saying that cause I wasn't dumb..

But then Kenji showed me a VIDEO of their conversation.. was it real or fake?
_______________The video______________

"Hey Kenji kun.. I don't know how to say this but I.. Like you. I have been hiding this for awhile but ever since you transferred in This school and I keep seeing you in  the hallway.. I must say this,"

"I have fallen inlove with you"

"Rui..? Really?"

"Yes, Kenji kun, I love you or like you"

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I felt like my heart shattered into a thousand pieces after I saw the video, theres no way it's fake.. Everything looked so real.. Ruis face.. The weather.. Why was Rui doing this to me..? I felt like I could sob any time but I tried not to

"Oh, Rui so my feelings for you was just a game to break me? I wonder why I fell in love with someone like you.. " I say while tears  flow down my cheeks

Rui looked heartbroken. But he was probably faking it "I.. Tsukasa kun its fake.. Don't trust Ke-"

Before Rui could finish, I just ran into an empty classroom and put chairs in front of the door so Rui couldn't come in, I just needed some time alone.. But I knew that I can't survive without Rui I need him but I guess he already found a new, and probably better boy.

I cried there until school ended and I just walked back home, but when I went back home I made sure I covered my face so saki wouldn't see me crying because she is very caring and I don't want her to be worried of me because of a stupid decision I made of falling in love

I walked in and made sure to make my bangs messy so saki didn't see me crying and it worked! I went to my bedroom and just cried there for a few minutes, after that I thought to myself "why did this happen to me.. I love Rui so much and he did this to me.. He played with my feelings.. I hate him.."

I sobbed there until morning, by morning my eyes we're red and saki came in
"Niisan.. Are you okay..? I keep hearing you cry.."

"Oh..! Saki..!  Yes I'm okay.. "

".. Niisan please don't lie to me, tell me the truth, what happend? You love me right? "

"Yes I love you and fine.. So Rui, my boyfriend cheated kinda on me.. "

"Eh how is it kinda? "

"He.. He said he likes another boy directly.. "

".. Well.. Was he the one that said he liked the other boy or was the other boy the one that said it..? "

".. It's the other boy but still.. He showed proof.. He showed a video and every detail of Rui that I could think of was there.. "

"Well.. Maybe it was edited and I reccomand to try talking to Rui about it directly.. You never know" Saki said then hugging me tightly

I hugged her and let it all out, I cried and cried while Saki comforted me, I never thought love could hurt this much, I regret falling in love..

I was crying on her arms until it was 8:00 because Saki said "oh.. Niisan.. I really want to comfort you more but I have to make breakfast so.. Please cheer up okay.. ? Saki will make breakfast"

"It's fine.. I can just make it.. "

"No, niisan, you have to rest, I can just do it and I'll follow a toturial so it doesn't taste bad, just rest please.. " Saki hugged me tightly again

".. Fine.. "

Saki then left the room and I started to feel better.. I Just stared at the wall until 9:00 and then Saki came in my room "niisan, I made the breakfast, come" She smiled and then I smiled back and of course, went to eat with her

We ate some Yakisoba and miso soup and it was tasty to be honest.

"Saki.. Thank you, your the best sister ever and I feel better, I wouldn't have gotten better if you weren't there"

Saki smiled "aww, your welcome oniisan, your the best brother too! "

"Hehe, let's then be the best siblings okay saki" I smiled at her while giggling she then smiled back

"Hehe yess! The best brother and sister! "

After we chatted for awhile, I went back to my room and decided I wouldn't go to school for awhile cause I mean.. I was still  hurt.

I checked my phone and checked ruis messages and he spammed me so much

__________________Rui_________________

"Love"
"Love"
"Love"
"Tsukasa kun:(''
" Tsustsu I'm sorryyy"
"Tsukasa kun please I'm really sorryy"

"What"

"I'm sorry:("

"Aren't you supposed to be in school? "

"No I'm skipping, but for real I'm so sorry Tsukasa kun and it was not what it looked like:( I promise! "

"Then explain it. In person. "

"You want me to go there? "

"Yes. I'll be waiting"

UEGDIESV I SWEAR I'M GONNA CRY BC OF THE DRAMA ONCE I REREAD IT