Stay Gold

Struggling

Jungkook sat next to his boyfriend on the couch while they watched Sung-min's favorite movie. Jungkook asked if they could have a date night, but Sung-min refused(as usual).

" Shouldn't you start dinner? It's almost five o'clock." Sung-min said before taking a sip of beer." C-can I start in five minutes?" Jungkook asked hesitantly. Sung-min sighed heavily and turned to look at Jungkook. The look in the man's eyes sent shivers down Jungkook's spine.

" Shouldn't you start dinner? It's almost five o'clock, Jungkook." He said in a much more serious tone." Y-yeah, I'll start dinner. It should be ready in an hour, I'm sorry." Jungkook said and hastily made his way into the kitchen.

He pulled out the ingredients to make bulgogi as well as some lamb.

Why do I keep pissing him off? This is why he needs to correct me all of the time.

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When dinner was finished, Jungkook fixed Sung-min's plate, grabbed two beers and brought it to the coffee table in the living room. He placed the beers down as well as the plate and was about to go back into the kitchen to make his plate, but Sung-min grabbed him and pulled him into his lap.

" You know I'd never hurt you on purpose, right?" He asked in a fake concerned tone." I-I know! I keep making you mad a-and it's not fair to you." Jungkook panicked and hugged Sung-min as the man shed fake tears." I accept your apology. I've just had a bad week and you just kind of made me really upset earlier." He said and hugged Jungkook back.

Sung-min felt along Jungkook's waist and frowned." You're getting bigger, babe. Why don't you just have a protein shake for dinner instead? I don't want you getting too big." He said and kissed Jungkook's cheek." O-oh, I'm sorry, I had no idea I was starting to get fat."

Sung-min chuckled and gently rubbed Jungkook's cheek with his thumb." It's a good thing you have me here to care for you. You'd probably be very fat if I wasn't here to tell you." Jungkook fought back tears as he nodded." I think I deserve a thank you, don't you think?" Sung-min asked.

" Th-thank you, Sung-min." Jungkook mumbled and held his head down in shame." You should probably go to the gym tomorrow. I'll drive you and sit in the gym with you so you're not lonely." Sung-min said with a 'loving' smile." Now, go drink your dinner while I eat mine. We can finish my movie then go to bed." He said and patted Jungkook's butt.

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" I'll be sitting on the bench over there watching you. Make sure to use the treadmill and actually run on it. Last time you just walked and that didn't help at all." Sung-min said and walked over to the bench and sat down. Jungkook sighed and made his way to the treadmill that was in Sung-min's direct line of sight.

Jungkook turned the machine on and set it to where he had no choice but to run on it.

When did my life become so fucked up?

Jungkook fought back more tears while his mind wandered.

But, he wouldn't be this hard on me if he didn't love me.

He loves me

He loves me

" Hey pretty thing." Jungkook saw a man slowly lean into his sight. The man turned the machine off, effectively stopping Jungkook from his workout.

" You here alone?"

Jungkook glanced over at Sung-min, but the man was gone. Where did he go?!

" I-I'm here with my boyfriend. S-so can you leave me alone?" Jungkook stammered nervously while fiddling with the rubber handles on the machine. The man placed his hand over Jungkook's and looked him up and down." There's no need to lie, sweetheart. You know you want me." He chuckled darkly.