Broken

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Taehyung clutched Jungkook's both palms tightly in his big ones before looking right through younger's eyes.

" Jungkook.  I am very serious right now. Just tell me name of the thing that is the reason behind this sadness and I promise the person will never be able to breathe again!" His voice turned stern and serious for he couldn't let the younger cry anymore.

" Tell me Jungkook. What is it that is troubling you. Tell me who is - "

" Y-you." Jungkook's words made Taehyung extremely confused. " What? What are you saying , my dear. " Taehyung asked to which Jungkook shook his head like a baby and rubbrd his nose with the back of his palm.

Aww. He looked just like a crybaby with those red and puffy eyes and teary face.

" No...I didn't mean it that way. Its just I was maybe overwhelmed." Jungkook said and slowly he smiled.

" Yes. I was overwhelmed. I wasn't able to understand this feeling but now I do. " Taehyung was still not able to understand what Jungkook was saying so he kept silent and waited for the younger to speak.

" You see hyung, I have never felt like this before. You and Jimin have become something really important to me in such a small period that I can't be more happy. I have always tried my best so that I can prove myself to my parents and in this journey I never got time or trust enough to make friends or find someone to be by my side. Melville became my best friend when we were just small kids and since then she was the only one to talk to but since you both have come in my life I am unimaginably happy. But I realized something today. 

You think of me as a family and care for me like your part , but what did I do? I didn't tell you about me and Melville. Just because I was with you , you were able to know about this marriage. now think if I weren't with you then I would've just forgotten about you. I feel so ashamed of myself now. You have done everything to make me comfortable. You even brought me to your house so that I could enjoy a little away from my work but what did I do? 

I ignored your chats in the flight just because I was tired. I-I am so sorry hyung. I f-feel so awful. You were always t-there for m-me b-but I- " 

" Shhh....shh. Quiet now." Jungkook's words started to tremble again as the words that were coming out of his lips were making him realize more of the pain. His eyes again started to rush like a waterfall which made the elder pity the younger.

" No , my dear. You should not feel ashamed or awful about yourself. Don't think like that my dear. You were tired in the flight and I get it and I am not mad at you for anything. Please don't cry. And its fine that you didn't tell me about you and Melville because not everything must be known by everyone---"

" You don't come in everyone, You aren't anyone, Hyung." Jungkook pouted a little with pearls in his eyes and it couldn't stop the elder from smiling widely.

He wiped Jungkook's tears away from the pad of his thumb and then hugged the younger in his big figure , caging the younger into warmth of elder's cologne.

" Yes. I know. So stop crying because your not-anyone is feeling very bad looking at those tears." Taehyung said rubbing Jungkook's back who hugged the elder tightly and nodded against the coat.

Coat?

" Oh my!" Jungkook exclaimed backing away and saw drops of tears on Taehyung's coat. " I am sorry. Its ruined. "

" Nothing is ruined. You can't ruin anything my dear." Taehyung said with a wide smile which made younger smile too.

" Yes. Keep smiling. I hate it when you are sad." Taehyung said patting younger's cheeks who smiled at elder's continuous caressing.

" Now, shall we go?" Taehyung asked at which model nodded his head wiping away the mere wetness on his face. As they were going to be seated , Jungkook's phone rang.

He brought his phone out and saw his mother's ID.

" Look. How desperate she is." Taehyung said while Jungkook chuckled at that. He picked up the call and placed the phone on his ear. " Yes mum." He smiled saying but Taehyung saw Jungkook's smiley face turn into a pale one as the call went on.

The smile went away and Jungkook's eyes slowly went wide with moisture brimming in them again.

Taehyung  frowned.

" Jungkook? " Taehyung called out when he saw younger freeze at his place.

Jungkook was so shocked and horrified that he couldn't even move and not long after his phone fell on the ground with sadness glinting on his face again.

What is happening to me? Why can't I understand anything? Why was it getting so difficult for me to understand my own feelings?