𝐓𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐈𝐥𝐥𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 ( 𝑴𝒚 𝑺𝒐𝒏𝒈𝒔 )

Four Digit Code: L-O-V-E

Written: April 28th, 2024

Genre: alt-pop

Stage: Denial + Bargaining

1ST VERSE:

Thunderstorms caused circuit right to my head and heart

Leaving me electrified, how do I set restart?

Filled with fright, we had to cut some cords

Leaving some of our connection torn

And since last Sunday, it's this love I'll mourn

CHORUS:

Processing...Authenticating...Connecting to reality

But it's the 4 digit code that could save me

L-O-V-E, so won't you choose me pretty please?

I'm only begging, begging on my knees

Deranged from my own sweet misery ( L-O-V-E )

Fallen from an estranged fake facility ( L-O-V-E )

Merely false obliquity ( L-O-V-E )

I'm ashamed, trust me you're not to blame

But I don't wish to learn the hard way, I rather slip away

So watch me as I slip away, slip away

2ND VERSE:

There's been a malfunction; we need repair

But there's too many errors that we can't bear

Love is no safe site if filled with the virus of little white lies

Justified distinctly to suffice

So much that filters through love's air

I don't know what to spare

Could've sworn we made a pair

CHORUS:

Processing...Authenticating...Connecting to reality

But it's the 4 digit code that could save me

L-O-V-E, so won't you please choose me pretty please?

I'm only begging, begging on my knees

Deranged from my own sweet misery ( L-O-V-E )

Fallen from an estranged fake facility ( L-O-V-E )

Merely false obliquity ( L-O-V-E )

I'm ashamed, trust me you're not to blame

But I don't wish to learn the hard way, I rather slip away

So watch me as I slip away, slip away

BRIDGE:

Another secret message we'll attempt to decode

But it's the same page I've tried to reload

I can't press backspace when it's 5 years that have taken place

So much that has happened that I won't erase

I fear I'll never be the same

Taking up memory like gigabyte in my mind