Maybe We'll Make It After All {Sequel to What If? ~ Louis Tomlinson Fan Fic}

Chapter 40 - Blame

I got snapped out of my thoughts as I saw him jump out of the bathroom, attempting to put on his skinny jeans. I bit my lip and tried to avoid eye contact with him, I don't want him to know that I like what I see. I mean come on, he's teasing me now. I feel like he knows that my feelings are starting to develop for him and he wants to make things worse.

I could hear him laugh as he came infront of me and bent down on his knees.

"Tell me which one I should wear, the red plaid shirt? Or the black and white shirt that I customized myself?"

On the black and white shirt, I could see that Michael wrote IDIOT with a red sharpie.

"For sure you need to wear the idiot shirt. It's more like you."

I said cheekily as he nudged my shoulder,

"Ha ha, very funny. But I'll take your suggestion."

He said as he slipped off his black t-shirt.

"Oh my-"

It slipped out of my mouth before I could cover it,

"Like what you see?"

He winked at me as he pretended to slap me with his shirt. I grabbed it from him and threw it in his face.

"We have no time for joking around."

I said through giggles as he crawled on top of me and started tickling me like crazy, a flashback of Louis popped in my head. The first time that he tickled me to make me smile. Another flashback of a shower came in my head; Kendall! Why is this happening to me?

I shoved Michael off carefully as I held my face in my hands.

"What's wrong Roxy? I didn't mean to make you upset?"

Michael asked me as he sat down next to me,

"Tell me, please."

I sighed and tried to come up with a good lie so he doesn't think that I'm still not over Louis.

"I just thought about how it's nice to have you as my friend again. I don't want to lose this."

I said blankly as he gave me the "I don't believe you" look,

"That's not it Roxy. Your lying, you wouldn't have pushed me off of you if that was true."

He was right though, my actions did speak louder than what I was actually saying.

"Okay Michael I'm afraid you'll hurt me like Louis did. Is that what you want to hear? I'm having a hard time trusting anyone after what we have been through."

Michael slowly nodded as he squeezed my shoulder.

"I'm not Louis and I would never hurt you. Remember that."

He said as he got up and slipped on his IDIOT shirt.

"Now, let's get to that interview and put a smile on that beautiful face of yours."

Michael said as he smiled widely at me,

"Come on babe. Please? For Mikey?"

I faked a smile as he engulfed me in a huge hug.

"Thanks babe. But next time, let's make it more believable, okay?"

I nodded my head and burst out laughing as we walked out of the door to see that the guys fell into our room.

"We're you guys spying on us?"

I asked them as they got up and smoothed their clothes down.

"I don't know what you're talking about."

Calum muffled,

"I was just leaning against this, sexy door."

Luke said as he ran his hand up and down the door.

"Come on guys, we gotta go!"

The boys started screaming and chanting my name as we all ran out the door. Michael swooped me up and carried me, bridal style, out the door.

- Eleanor's POV -

I was looking everywhere for Louis. I didnt know where he was and I was starting to get scared...

I checked the dressing room, styling room, game room, dining room. Nothing.

I got tired because it's been in an hour and he's nowhere to be found.

I jumped into the bunk bed as i fell against something hard.

"Louis! There you are. Are you okay?"

I asked him as I squeezed him. As I let go, I could tell that he was crying by his red eyes... Or maybe he was high?

"I'm not okay El, I have this thing where I can't be seen near Roxy anymore.."

He sniffled as he grabbed a kleenex and blew his nose.

"You mean, a restraining order?"

He slowly nodded his head as he layed back down and just stared at the ceiling of the bunk bed.

I couldn't stand seeing Louis like this.

"Louis, I know your upset about this but it's not the end of the world. Roxy is not the only fish in the sea. You are such a handsome, sweet and genuine guy. You can't even see that."

I can't believe that Louis couldn't even look at me, he just kept staring at the blanket as if it was so memorable.

"There was this guy who threatened me to stay away from her and.. - wait a second! Michael! That was Michael!"

He shouted in realization,

"That's the guy who stole her away from me!"

He shouted even louder as he got out of the bunk bed and stood up. He paced back and fourth 3 times until he looked at me.

"You know what El? You are right! Its not the end of the world and Roxy has clearly moved on! Thats why it was soo easy for her to get over me! And you know what! I have the most amazing girl standing right in front of me! Im thinking that destiny made it so that we would be together again."

I was shocked from what Louis just said, he looked at me with so much anger and lust in his eyes and it was just turning me on. Even though I know that he's probably just using me since he cant have Roxy.

"I love you Eleanor Calder, please, be mine again."

I couldn't respond because Louis pushed me down on the tour bed and forced his lips on mine. I grunted as he bit my bottom lip as he trailed his hand on my bra strap attempting to get it off.

It felt so good that Louis was kissing me and wanting to make love to me, but there was the guilty feeling in my stomach while he was taking off his pants and crawling back on top of me,

"But isnt this what you wanted El? So you shouldn't feel bad."

I reminded myself

-Perrie's Pov-

I wanted to see what happened at Louis and Roxy's meeting so I went to the boys tour bus. I stopped myself from opening the door when i heard Louis scream,

"OH YEAH BABY"

I couldn't help but wonder if he and Roxy were in there... Curiosity helped me open the door as I quietly walked to his bunk. I peeked through the curtain and placed my hand on my mouth, attempting to not let out a gasp outloud at what I saw. I saw him with Eleanor! What?

I walked out of the bus furious because he told me he loved Roxy and this is what he does!?
I went to see Page because I didn't know what to do.

So this is just a fill in chapter :) guess whats guys! I'm done my first semester of college :D I failed two classes :( but I don't mind :) im suprised i even passed any of them XD anyways stay strong lovelies xx