~Love and anger at a same time~

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Rits and anu goes in ro's room:-
As they reached his room.
Anu hugs rits tightly.
Anu=Ab meri dear darling mere pass hai... Waise mai na tujhse bahut naraaz hun .
Rits=Par kyu??
Anu=Kyu.... Itna sab ho gaya aur tune ek baar bhi nahi socha ki mujhe bata de... Chup chaap ghar se chli gai par ek baar bhi yeh nahi kaha ki anu dekh mere saath yeh sab kya ho raha.
Rits=Dekh anu mai nahi chahti thi ki tujhe kisi bhi tarah ki tension ho yaar aisi halat mai tu kya kya handle karti yaar.
Anu=Sach bta yahi baat hai yaa tujhe laga ki mai bhi tujhpe aur Virat pr sak karungi.... Tum dono ko galat smjhungi.
Rits=Mai Rohit aur teri dono ki narazgi ek saath nahi sah sakti thi yaar... Mujhe Rohit ko khone ka dar sata raha thaa aise main mai apni ek bahut hi acchi dost ko nahi khoo skti thi yaar.
Anu=Tu pagal hai kya yaar... Mai khud pat sak kar sakti hun par tujh par nahi smjhi.
Rits=Thanks yaar.
Anu=Chll ab mai jaati hun... Tu rest kar... Aur Rohit se aaram se baat karne ki kosis karna ok. Sab theek ho jaega.
Rits=Hmm..
And anu left the room. Rits sat on the couch. She observer that ki many things in the room is changed and dis localized. New Mirror is fixed in the dressing table. Many pots are not that there.Some frames of there pics is changed into new frame...
Then he enters in room.
He goes towards dressing table and remove his watch. He is Looking her from the Mirror then he goes in bathroom. After changing he comes in room and starts to go out but she called him from backside.
Rits=Rohit...
Ro stops and looks at her.
Ro=Hmm.
She moves towards him.
Ro=Dekho tum koi bhi galat fehmi rakho uske pehle hi mai clear krdeta hun ki.... Mai woh sab kuch bilkul bhi nahi bhula... Mai tumhe lene aaya sirf isiliye kyunki maa chahti thi.... Woh bekar ki zid lagae hui thi ki jb tk tum nahi aaogi woh khana nahi khayengi... Aur kaveri ki shaadi ki jald hi woh tumhe usme dekhna chahti hai..
Rits have tears in her eyes but she is try her best to control her tears.
Rits=Iska mtlb tum mujhe lene aae sirf mummy ke liye.
Ro=Hmm
Rits=Great.... Accha hai... Par kya jarurat thi yeh ehsaan karne ki saaf bol dete na ki tum ab mere saath nahi rahna chahte.
Ro=Aur yeh bhool gai kya tum ki kyu mahi rahna chahta mai tumhare saath...
He moves towards her and hold her arms.
Ro=Tum khud bata do kya mai tumse pyaar nahi karta thaa.. Kya mai tumhe apna nahi manta thaa... Yaar mai pagal ho gaya thaa tumhare pyaar mai... Hum kitne khush thee.. Par tumne sab khtm kar diya yaar....
Rits=Agar tumhara pyaar itna hi saccha hai to kyu vishwas naam ki cheez nahi hai iss rishte mai... Bolo, kyu tum mujh par yakeen na kar pae... Kyu mujhe meri baat rakhne tak ka mauka nahi diya.
Ro=Jab sacchai aankhon ke saamne ho to phir kisi bhi safai ki jarurat nahi hoti.....
He freed her arms and takes 2-3 steps back.
Ro=Jab tak Kaveri ki shaadi nahi hoti tab tak tumhe yaha rahna hoga... Aur uske baad hum sabko sach bata denge phir tum azaad ho.
Rits=Khudgarz ho ek no. Ke tum.
Ro=Ishqgarz hokar dekha kya mila... Dhoka.. To ab khudgarz hona hi accha hai... Aur last baat yaad rakhna hum normaly husband wife ki tarah behave karenge sirf sabke saamne... Waaki humari sacchai , humare rishte ki sacchai sirf yeh humare kamre ko pata hogi.. To yeh bilkul mat sochna ki mai sab bhool gay.
And he walk out of the room.
There is thunder and lightning in the sky then rain starts. Rits goes in balcony and sats on the couch there. Tears rolls down from her eyes. Her thoughts gets broken as her phone is ringing.
Rits=Yes mom.
T=Beta are you ok na??
Rits=Jii.
T=Rohit ne kuch..
Rits=Mai baad mai call karu plz
T=ok.
Rits cuts the call and calles Mr. Rawat(her parents office attendent manger)
Rits=Hello Mr. Rawat.
Raw=Yes Ritika mem..
Rits=Mr.Rawat can you plzz book a flight ticket for US after about 15-16 days.
Raw=Yes mem... But for whom??
Rits=By my name.. And plz make sure ki yeh baat aap kisi se share na kare ispecially mom and dad.
Raw=Ok mem.
Rits cuts the call. She close her eyes her phone falls from her hands. After some time while crying she sleept there.
After about 1hr.Ro comes in his room and finds it empty. He got scared a lit as she is not there. He checked the bathroom then he goes in balcony area and finds her sleeping on the couch there. He tries to wake her up but as she is in deep sleep. He lifts her in his arms in bridal style and let her in room. He place her on the bed.He got Lost in the Peace and beauty of her face.
He sats on the floor besides her....And place his head on her belly..
Ro=Itna sab hone ke baad bhi tumse nafrat nahi kar paa raha hun... Tumhe takleef dena iss tarah se baat karna mujhe bhi nahi pasand... Par mujhe yeh sab karna jaruri hai warna kaise tum iss jabardasti ki shaadi se bahar niklogi... Tumne mere saath jo kuch bhi kiya mujhe koi problem nahi hai par mai tumhe jabardasti iss shadi mai rakhkar tumhare saath aur kuch galat nahi karna chahta... Jaha pyaar nahi hota waha koi bhi rishta nahi hota... Ek tarafa pyaar ke saath rishta nahi bn skta.... Mera pyaar to humesa tumhare liye hi rahega par ek mai hi hun badnaseeb joh tumhari mohabbat ke layak bhi nahi ban paya... Virat sach mai bahut khush kismat hai jisse tum jaisa koi pyaar karne wala mila... Tum jaisi ke liye woh mujhe kya khud ko bhi dhoka de skta hai yaar..... Par pyaar ka mtlb yeh bhi hai ki mai tumhari gar galti maaf kar dun... Jo jhakm diya hai na woh ab syd marne ke baad bhi nahi bhar skta.
He wipes his tears. And goes to his side.
Firstly he feel uncomfortable in sharing a bed with her but then he sleeps there.
Next morning:-
Ro gets up early and after getting ready he goes downstairs.
Raj=Rohit kya baat hai bhai aaj jaldi uth gae.
Ro=Haa woh aankh khul gai to uth gaya.
Raj=Accha.... Woh Ritika kaha hai beta... Uthi nahi kya abhi.
Ro=Haa woh abhi soo rahi hai.... Mai ab chlta hun bahar dad ke pass baithta hun.
She holds him by his arm.
Raj=Bahar andar jaha bhi jana hai baad main jana abhi jakar Ritika ko jaga de beta aaj mehmaan aane wale hai bahut kaam hai.
Ro=aap chetna bhabhi se bol dijiye na plzz.
Raj=Nahi woh nasta bana rahi hai tu jaa na.
Ro=Ok fine.
He goes in his room. She is still sleeling. He moves towards her and bent a little. His hand is shaking as he is going to touch her. After a little courage he place her hand on her arm. And calls her name.
Ro=Ritika.. Ritikaa.. Ritikaa
She opens her eyes slowly slowly. As she see him close to herself she sats quickly.
Ro moves away from her.
Ro=Sorry woh maa ne bola isiliye.
Rits is breathing heavinly which make her chest to up and down
Rits=Ohhh God woh meri aankh hi nhi khuli... Kaafi late ho gaya... Mai ready ho jati hun.
She gets up from bed and feels some dizziness so she sat on bed by holding her head and after a sec she moves towards her bag.
Ro=Kya hua theek ho...
Rits=Hmm theek hun.
Ro=Hmm...waise Kuch saree wagera pahan lena.. Ladke wale aa rahe hai.
She turns towards him.
Rits=Ladke wale kiske liye.. (She said in confused tone)
A small smile appears on his face which he can't control.
Ro=Tumhare liye(in low tone)
Rits=Kya..
Ro=Kaveri ke liye uski shaadi ki date fix karne ke liye... Aur kis ke liye aayenge..
Rits( to herself in low tone) = Ek hi karke yeh haal hai... Ab aur bardast nahi kar paungi.
Ro=Kuch kaha kya tumne.
Rits=Maine kaha kuch bola.
She rolls down her bag near the bed and tries to place it on bed but it is heavy and she is a lil scare in lifting the bag.
Ro=Mai help kar deta hun.
Rits=Nahi mai kar lungi.
Ro jerks the bag from her hand and place it on bed.
Rits=Thanks.
And she goes in Bathroom. After getting freshed when she enters in room it is empty. Ro is not in room.
Rits moves towars Mirror. She is feeling dizzy dizzy so she moves care fully. Her hairs is wet and she is trying to lock the hook of her blouse. She tries in every possible way. She turns towards the mirror and by Looking in mirror again try to hooked up the blouse but it is vain.
Then Ro enters. As he enters her saree pallu falls from her chest. She is holding her blouse back which is holding it on her chest. As her hands are engage with blouse her chest is visible to him. They both feels a little awkward. He shifts his eyes on the floor. But she got traped in a problem bcoz as her hands is busy with blouse so she can't handle the pallu. If she arrange the pallu aur cover her chest then her blouse got falls and if she not she stands like a statue.
(don't ask me which type of blouse she wear which got fall without any support... Maine to scene creat karne likh diya yaar😂)
He comes towards her and by Looking in her eyes he hold her pallu and place it on her shoulder. Then his hands goes on her back and he puller her a lit. Their chest are touching each others. He hooked up her blouse.As he is about to step back she felts like dizzy so he helds her and her head rest on his chest.
Ro=Are you ok na.. Mtlb subah bhi chakkar aa rahe thee..
Rits steps back and said, haa mai theek hun.
Ro=hmm... Woh tumhare kapde maine Cupboard mai arrange karva diye hai.
Rits=Thanks.
Ro=Chlo mummy neeche nasta ke liye bula rahi hai.
Rits=Hmm.
They both goes downstairs.
Raj=Aa jao baccho nasta kar lo.
They both sat together.
Chetna served them aloo ke parathe.
By the smelling of food rits feels like vomit. She makes weird weird type faces.
Rits=Woh mujhe bhook nahi hai baad mai kha lungi(She said while Standing)
Ro holds her wrist and said, kya hua breakfast karlo.
Raj=Haa beta khaa lo acche se kitni dubli patli lag rahi ho.
Ro makes her to seat.
Rits=Mumma woh mujhe yeh smell pasand nahi aa rahi.... Aree woh mera mtlb yeh hai ki tabeyyat khrab hai na to yeh ghee ki smell pasand nhi aati mujhe.
Sa=Haa to fruits khaa lo.
Bhv=Mai Apple cut kar deti hun woh khaa lena.
Rits(In hurry) = Nahi didi Apple man nahi hai.... Mai orange khaa lungi.
Ro(in his mind) = Apple kyu nahi woh to fav hai iska.
Anu=Haa to khaa lo orange khaa lo.
After breakfast she goes in her room.
Rits(to herself) = yaar yeh aisa kyu ho raha hai.
She sats on the couch. Then she remembers what Doctor had said.
Flashback:-
Doc=Ritika dekho tumhare starting ke 3-4 mahine bahut complicated hai to bahut hi jyda careful rahna padega ok. Aur yeh dwai to bilkul bhi miss mat karna warna baby pr affect pad skta hai. Ok
Flashback ended:-
Rits hits her head by her hand
Rits=Ohhh Goddd maine to na kal dawa li aur na aaj. Jaldi se le leti hun.
She goes and tries to finds hee medicine but could not do so and at same time she also feels dizzy. She checks her closet then Ro enters. As her balance got unbalanced he holds her in his arms. For some mins they shared an eye lock but after that she pushes him a little which make him confused. And she again start finding.
Ro=Kya hua kya dhoondh rahi ho.
She looked towards him but has not say anything. She takes her phone and walks out of the room. She reached the garden area. She dialed her motherno.
Rits=Hello mom
T=Hello beta are you ok na... Kya hua aise ghabra ke kyu baat kar rahi ho sab theek hai na
Rits=Mummaa yeh sab chhodiye ab plzz meri medicines jaldi se bhijva dijiye.. Mai woh wahi chhod aai yaar.
T=Ohh beta dabai bhi bhoolne ki cheez hoti hai kya.. Mai bhijva deti hun ok tension mt lo.
And she cuts the call.
Rits(to herself) = tu bhi na ritika ek no. Ki pagal hai.. Sab le aai aur sabse imp cheez wahi bhool aai.. Uff yeh pregnancy tantrums.... Jaan leke maanege meri
Anu=What??
Rits looks back and got shocked.
Anu=Pregnancy tantrums matlb
Rits=Kya kuch bhi sunti hai yaar tu.. Maine kab bola aisa
Anu=Nahi jhoot mt bol tune bola hai yaar maine suna.
Rits=Accha dekh kisi se mt kehna plzz tujhe meri kasam hai anu..
Anu=Kya nahi kehna
Rits=I'm pregnant.
Anu=Whatt... Aur tune Rohit ko nahi bataya.
Rits=Nahi aur na hi tu batayegi... Samjhi
Anu=Par kyua??
Rits=dekh anu woh nahi samjhega... Aur phir kehne lagega ki yeh uska nahi walki vi....
Anu=Pagal hai kya tu.... Woh aisa kuch nahi kahega.. Mai abhi batati hun usse jaake ki woh papa banne wala hai.
Rits holds her hand and place it on her belly, tujhe tere Rohit ke bacche ki kasam tu usse kuch nahi bataygi.. Plzz
Anu=Ritikaa yaar.
Rits=Plzz.. Mai iss shaadi ke baad yaha se humesa ke liye chli jaungi sirf tab tak iss raaz ko raaz hi rahne de plzz
Anu=Theek hai.. Par na tu yaha se jaa payegi aur na hi yeh raaz chupa paayegi... Dekh lena
Rits=Par tu kisi se nahi bolegi
Anu=Hmm.
After some time mehmaan come.
Everyone greated them and kaveri serve them tea and sats besides Aakash(her soon to be husband)
Virat and anu comes together from her check up.
V=Shyam jii inse miliye yeh mai Mere bhanje Virat aur unki biwi anushka.
They greated each other.
Ro and rits comes downstairs.
Raj=Aur yeh hai mera beta Rohit aur uski biwi Ritika.
Shyam(G fagher) =Accha laga aap sab se milke.
Geeta(groom mother) = ab pandit jii shaadi ki date bhi bata dijiye.
Raj=Jii pandit Ji koi acchi si date nikaal dijiye.
Pan=Jii sabse subh mahurath 8 din baad ka hai... Aur phir 1 mahine baad bhi ek mahurat hai par usme ek pareshani hai.
Sa=Kaisi pareshani.
Pan=Ladke ki kundali mai dosh paida hone ke karan maha mrituanjay jaap karvana padega
Ge=Jaap to ho jaega par jab subh mahurat hai to kyu kaam bigadna..
Sh=Jii humare hisaab se 8 din baad hi theek hai.
V=Jab aap raazi hai to hume bhi koi problem nahi hai... Kyu daadi
Da=Haa haa kyu nahi... Shaadi kabhi honi hi hai.
Raj=To tay raha ki shaadi 8 din baad hogi humare ghar se.
Pan=aur mangni parso subh rahegi.
Ge=To theek hai ab hume izzazat dijiye... Tayyari bhi bahut karni hai.
V=Jii jarur.
And they left.
Now all Ladies start collecting dishes.
Rits is going in kitchen with a tray of empty glasses.
As she takes few steps her legs got shaken, everything seems to be blur, her mind is revolving, she feels like dizzy. After that she falls on the floor. The tray in her hand falls on the floor and all glasses got broken into pieces. As her hand falls on the broken pieces of glass so her palm gots a big cut. Blood flows from her palm.
All members runs to her. Ro let her in his lap and clapping her cheeks to wake her up.
Ro=Ritika Ritikaa... Aankhein kholo.. Lya ho gaya.. Aakhein kholo.
Raj=Kya hoga hai isse... Khoon bhi bah raha hai haath se.
Bhv=Mai Doctor ko call karti hun Rohit tum isse upar le ke jao.
Ro=Nahi hum direct hospital chlte hai. Yaha time lag jaega.
Vi=Chll mai bhi chlta hun.
Ro=Hmm sbse jyda fikr to tujhe hi hai.
Anu=Stop it guys... Virat tum gaadi nikalo.. Mai bhi chl rahi hun ok.
Vik=mai bhi aata hun
Vi=Aap ghar rukiye bhaiya koi jarurat hogi to hum bataenge.
Vik=Ok.
They all walk out the room.
Ro=Virat tu peeche baith mai chlata hun.
Anu=Rohit abhi to ruk jaa yaar.... Virat tum gaadi chalo aur Ro tu peeche baith.
Ro tied his rumaal on her palm. And make her to sat in his arms.
Vi=Yeh sab na Rohit kahi na kahi tumhari wajah se ho raha hai... Iss tarah toda hai isse tumhare shak ne ki yeh ab jeene ki ummid tak nahi rakhna chahti
Anu=Virat plzz.. Abhi nahi.
Ro does not say anything but somehow he also agree with him. He feel guilty for her condition.
Soon they reached hospital.
Ro=Doctor Doctor plzzz..
Doc=Ritikaaa... Isse kya hua.
They narrate her all the story.
Doc=Ok aap inhe andar le kar chlie.
She checked her and got her some injections. Before Doctor go outside rits eyes opens.
Doc=Hey Ritika ab kaisa feel kar rahi ho
Rits=Theek hun...
Doc=Tumhe pata hai na ki tumhari Pregnancy thodi si complicated hai especially first 3-4 months.... Phir bhi itni laparwaahi.. Hmm.. Blood pressure low ho gaya thaa almost body thandi hoti jaa rahi thi.
Rits=Sorry Doctor woh mai apni medicines ghar par hi bhool gai thi.
Doc=hmm.. Aur khana peena bhi acche se nahi chl raha hai... Par tension mat lo ab theek hai par aage se dhyan rakhna ok.
Rits nodded.
Doc=Ab mai bahar bata dun.
Rits=Doctor plzz aap bahar kisi ko mat batana ki mai preagnant hun plzz
Doc=Par kyu woh aapke husband hi hai na bahar.
Rits=Mai janti hun par plzzz.. Mai haatg jodti hun plzzz.
Doc=Ok as you wish.... Nurse inki family ko andar aane dijiye.
The trio came in room.
Ro=Kya hua Doctor.. Yeh aise bhehosh kyu ho gai thi
Doc=stress ki wajah se bp low ho gaya tha... Par ab tension wali koi baat nahi hai ab sab theek hai... Bss inka khane peene ka acche se dhyan rakhiye plz.
Vi=Ghar le ja sakte hai na ab.
Doc=jii kyu nahi.
Ro forwards his hand in front of her. She place her hand on his hand and he helps her in Standing. He holds her carefully and they go home.
Soon they reached home. After having all formalities with family membera she goes in her room with chetna.
(NIGHT TIME OK)
Raj=Rohit
Ro=Jii mumma...
Raj=yeh Ritika ki medicines hai uski mumma ne bhejvai hai.
He takes the medicine and going to open the cover. Before he opens anu grabs it from his hands.
Ro=Kya hua
Anu=Uski hai na to tu kyu dekh raha gai aise... Hm.. Mai de dungi tu ja ab.
After some time he goes in his room.
She is on bed and chetna sat besides her. As chetna saw him she stands up and go out of the room. He locked the door and sats on his side of bed. As he sat she tries to stand up with the support of table near their bed. He goes and helps her in standing.
Ro=Kya hua kaha jaa rahi ho
Rits=Change karna hai yeh saree heavy hai bahut.
Ro=Ok par kar logi.
Rits=Hmm.kar lungi.
He made her to stand near the Cupboard. She is about to fall so she holds the door of the Cupboard. He comes to her. And holds her by her waist. She sees in his eyes.
Ro=Let me help you
Rits=I will manage.
Ro=Pata hai kitna manage karlogi...bathroom mai hi gir jaogi phir mai kya karunga.
Rits=To bhabhi ko bula do.
Ro=Kyu... Abhi bhi tum biwi ho meri... Aur tumhari help karna meri priority.
A small smile appears on her face.
Rits=Par tum to nafrat karte ho na mujhse... Phir kyu madad kar rahe ho meri...
Ro=Na nafrat karta hun, aur na hi kabhi karunga..... Pyaar karta thaa, karta hun aur karta rahunga... Par ab woh vishwas nahi hai... Ab woh yakeen nahi hai... Ab pyaar ko apne sir nahi chadne de skta.
Rits remains blank... She could not understand whether it is means to be happy or sad.
Rits=Rahne do mai kar lungi.
And she starts to move away. But he tights his grip on her and pulls her towards himself.
Rits=Ro...
He place his index finger on her lips.
He holds her pallu and remove it from her chest. And slowly slowly he removed plates. While removing plates back of his hand is touching her belly which make her to get nervous. He can sense her nervousness clearly. Then he remove saree completely from her body. Now she is in only blouse and peticoat.
Ro=Blouse nikal dun.
Rits=Nahi rahne dijiye... Yahi theek hai.
Ro=Heavy hai...Soch lo.
Rits=Woh mai.. Tum kaise.. Mtlb mai kar lungi.
He turns her towards the Cupboard and stands behind her back. He smiles and said, Tum to aise sharma rahi ho jaise pehli baar aise hum kareeb aae ho.. Phli baar mai tumhe aise dekh raha hun.
Rits=Par aisi situation mai to hum pehli baar hi hai na.
Ro unhooks her blouse and remove it from her body.She close her eyes. By his every touch she feels butterflies in her stomach. He whishpers
Ro=Saree hi pahna dun.
Rits nodded.
He takes the blouse and make her to wear it. He tied the doori of her blouse then he turns her again towards himself.
He tied the saree around her waist then make plates of her saree. He burried the plates inside her peticoat then place pallu on her chest.
Ro=Ho gaya.
Rits takes steps back and said, thankyou.
She moves towards bed but he held her wrist.
Ro=Jewellery bhi nikal deta hun...
He comes close to her and removes earrings from her ears.
Ro=simple se daal dun kaan mai.
She nodded and he made her to wear small gold tops in her ears. Then he remove bangles from her wrist and place simple kangans around her wrist.
Then someone knocks on the gate.
He firstly made her to sat on bed then he goes to open the gate.
Ro=Aree bhabhi aap
Ruk=Haa woh mai dinner laai thi tum dono ke liye.
Ro=Hmm laaiye.
He takes food plates from her and go inside the room.
Ro=Aao dinner kar lo.
Rits=Hmm.
She tries to hold spoon but as her hand is injured so she holds with left. Ro sees her struggling with spoon he takes the spoon from her and made her to eat khichdi.
Tears rolls down from her eyes. He notice and wipes them with back of his hand.
Rits(In mind)=Samajh nahi aa raha yeh sach hai ya sapna par jo bhi hai bahut accha hai... Kaash mai tumhe bata paati ki we are going to be parents Ro... We are going to be parents.... Par nahi kar sakti mai aisa... Bss ab hum jitne bhi vkt saath hai bss tab tak aise hi rahe.
Ro=Khaao
Rits=Bss ab aur nahi... Tum khaa lo.
Ro=Hmm tum dwai khaa lo phir khaa lunga.
Rits=par
Ro=Kuch par bar nahi...
He gave her medicines and made her to laid on bed. After dinner he also laid besides her. They both slept. And in mid night they come closer and she place her head on his chest and he takes her in his arms.

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Precap=Wedding functions begins.

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Hey guys here is your chapter... Sorry yaar for late update I'm getting a lit busy in my cousin wedding and ofcourse yaar chap is too long it is have about 4000+ words.... Don't forget to like aur to comment...
Dekho guys chap mai khoob saare romantic scenes hai to aise hi khoob saari comments chahiye ok.

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