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Agustin Satur
Shan
How are you? You didn't cry earlier. I told you, it's okay to cry when it's too heavy. Or are you crying alone right now? Are you alright? Do you need a shoulder to cry on? Please, don't bottle up your emotions, Agos.
Agustin
yieee masyado mo namang pinapahalata na concern ka sa akin 🫣
( 🤦🏻♀️ )
Anyway, I'm alright, Shan, really. And I'm not crying. I'm totally fine. Thank you for worrying about me
Shan
You're not lying?
| yieee masyado mo namang...
I am.
Agustin
Huy 🤭
| You're not lying?
No po, mochi
While we're in the cemetery, I already accepted it. Kahit anong gawin kong hiling, hindi na babalik si lola. Saka hindi ba mas mainam kung palayain na lang siya at tuluyan nang magpaalam? With that, she can finally rest in peace
Alam niya rin naman na nasa mabuting kalagayan ako. Though I'm better if she's here with me
Shan
She didn't leave you naman, Agos. She's still in your heart and she will always be. And maybe she's now your angel.
Agustin
I know
I'm just sad that I can't hold her hand anymore, that I am not able to feel the warmth of her hugs, to see her smile, to hear her voice. Kasi wala na, tapos na :(
Shan
I'm sorry.
Agustin
Oo, ayos lang. Tatanggapin ko para sa kapayapaan niya. Because I know, after all those pain and hardships she went through, she deserves a paradise
Shan
You love her so much, 'no?
Agustin
Oo naman. Sobra pa sa sobra
( ❤️ )
Shan
Shan
Yes?
Agustin
Thank you for being with me during her wake, ha? Your presence and emotional support helped me a lot. You sacrificed your sleep para lang samahan ako sa pagbabantay buong gabi. You don't have to, but I appreciate it so much. I appreciate you, Shan. My family appreciates you too. Thank you so much
Shan
No problem, Agustin, but I'm glad to hear that I'm a help to you and to your family.
Agustin
You are more than a help, Shan. I don't know how to keep myself sane, but I'm too lucky that you're here. You stayed with me while I was at my lowest. I don't know what I would do without you. Thank you, really ☹️
Shan
Isn't it too much, Agos? Nandyan naman ang parents mo. Your friends and relatives. Hindi lang naman ako ang dumamay sa'yo.
Agustin
Oo. I acknowledge their presence and sympathy. But I don't know, Shan
Iba yung payapang dala mo sa'kin
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