11/4/24
and how long do I have to wait?
How long do I have to bury my feelings?
How long should I keep them?
I don't let them out cause my heart is naive so naive ,
I don't let them out cause I care for you ; i don't want to hurt you ; but aren't I hurting myself from not letting them out?
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It hurts to realise you never really cared,
But the pain you give me i wholeheartedly bear,
Maybe it was my destiny,
All my life to be in agony,
Cut and scars ,
the pain given by you,
And I looked up at the sky to numb myself ; so i could not feel any pain,
But i feel more while looking at the sky,
comforting yet in despair,
So Tell me should i tell you what I'm keeping inside for a long time?
Or should I let myself slowly die?
I'm losing myself since I'm drowning in you,
But this heart holds the same warmth it had before for you,
I'll live my whole life in darkness,
only to see a smile on your face that fills my day with brightness.
A/N : oh you know this is my most favourite till now hehe.
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VOICES OF HEART
Poetry"oh my pain is engulfing me entirely" "Anyone here to save you from your pain?" "Oh...." "Maybe only I'm here for myself" "I would turn my pain into poetry and arts" "So if anyone sees it maybe they'll feel"
