Undestined: Fight your Fate

Chapter 13, Pt. 3

Edo grinned regretfully. "That probably wasn't the best word to use."

Silay smiled back. "No, probably not."

A turn in the road brought them to a residential street, filled with small cottages with gardens in the front. "All, right." Edo turned and walked backward, so he was facing Silay. "Another question for you."

"Technically, the first was a statement, not a question. And stop walking like that before you run into something."

"A first question, then." Edo turned back around. "When we escaped Sojan, why did you have me go back for Talis?"

Silay thought before answering. She knew the simple answer. At the time of their escape, it had just seemed like the right thing to do. But why had it seemed right? She tried to put her thoughts into words. "It's hard, growing up in Dargrosa. I mean," she added hurriedly, "it's wonderful, don't get me wrong. I know how it seems to outsiders sometimes, that people are forced to do whatever their fortunes are, but that isn't case at all. My mom's a good example. Her destiny was to grow the best strawberries in the town. But she was gardening long before her Fortune Day. It's something she loves. Her destiny just confirmed it for her. It's like that for everyone. And no one is ever forced to do what their destiny says they supposed to do. Some people have ignored it, and a few years down the line, their fortunes' change. And that's all right. But for most people, it's like my mom. They get to officially do what they love to do for the rest of their lives. And when everyone lives that way, it's wonderful."

"But it wasn't that way for you."

"No. Nor was it that way for Talis. Not all destinies are straightforward like my mom's is. When your destiny is vague, it's hard to know what to do, and even harder when everyone else around you has a set goal they're working towards. You don't know where you belong, and that's hard feeling in a town where everyone knows their place, and is the best person for their position." Silay paused to gather her thoughts. "Talis' destiny was...is to achieve greatness. But no one told him how to do that, or when or where it would happen. So in a lot of ways, he's like me. Lost. Wandering around the world hoping to make something, anything, happen to tell him who he is and what he's supposed to be."

"You don't seem very lost."

"No, not anymore, I guess. Not like I was." They walked in silence for a moment. "My turn to ask a question."

"Go ahead."

"Why did you ask me about Talis? Was that what you wanted to talk to me about?"

"That's two questions."

"Tough."

Edo laughed. "All right. Fair enough. I asked you about Talis because you have every right to hate him, and yet you don't. Which is related to what I wanted to talk to you about." He paused, and Silay waited for him to continue. "I hated Riya."

"I know. I was there when you met."

"Before that, I mean." Edo shook his head. "I hated her my whole life, without ever meeting her. It's not right, or fair, but I did."

"And now?"

"And now? It's very hard to change something you've been doing your whole life, but I am trying. What we heard last night, that should have made it easier, but instead, it's made it harder."

"You spent your life blaming Riya, and your career serving the city she hurt. Last night, you found out that everything that happened was Sojan's fault. Of course its hard."

"It's more that." They reached the end of the street, and Edo looked both ways before choosing the path branching to the left. "My father was a member of the Sojan guard. He was on the wall that night."

Silay didn't say anything. Edo had already told her what had happened to most of the wall guards. She could fill in the blanks.

Suddenly, Edo turned, and pounded his fist into a tree. "My father gave his life to protect his city. And it betrayed him. It betrayed all of its citizens!" He pounded the tree again. "And I never noticed it. Never saw the secrets they were keeping. I wasted my life trying to help Sojan, to make it stronger, and it betrayed me! Everything I did, everything I felt, was all a lie!" He was sobbing now.

Silay watched helplessly as Edo sank to his knees. Hesitantly, she knelt on the ground next to him, and placed her hand on his back. She didn't know what to say, so she didn't say anything.

After a moment, he raised his head and wiped his eyes. "Sorry."

"You have nothing to be sorry for." Silay debated her next words. "Unless you're apologizing to the tree." Edo laughed, and Silay smiled. She had been worried her joke might be ill-timed.

Edo stood and offered his hand to Silay. She took it and he pulled her to her feet. "Well, if I have nothing to apologize for, may I say thank you?"

"For what? I didn't do anything."

"You listened. And you didn't try to fix my problems. That means a lot."

"You are most welcome, then."

They turned to walk back to the inn, when Edo spun around and grabbed Silay's hand, holding it palm up.

"What on earth are doing?"

"I," Edo bowed grandly over her hand, "am telling your fortune."

"Oh, really?" Silay wished once again that she had mastered the one-eyebrow raise.

"Really. And what I see is this. Wherever you go, I believe that you will always find a friend."

Silay laughed and pulled her hand out of Edo's grasp. "And I think you're a bit loopy from a lack of sleep."

"I mean it."

"All right, then." Silay wasn't sure what to say. How was a person supposed to respond to something like that? An idea popped into to her head. "You know how you said sometimes I seem childish?"

Before Edo could answer, Silay took off running, pausing only call back to a stunned Edo, "race you to the inn!"

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