leave me alone! i just want my fiance!! [] Blharem []

chapter 10 - hallucinations

"Are you calm now?" Hyacinth asked

He handed a plate of apple pie he made to Ellios and the man accepted it well. His cheeks spread when chewing, making Hyacinth have to restrain himself from pinching them

Moreover, the way Ellios ate innocently and the innocent tears dripping from his eyes made Hyacinth fantasize for a moment that it was Dillys.

"This is delicious, did senior make it?" Ellios said

With his mouth still full of pie, he smiled at Hyacinth while the one he was staring at just nodded hesitantly

For some reason, this was very similar to the incident he had experienced with Dillys before

'Ah right, I once gave Dillys apple pie too' thought Hyacinth

"Y-yes, I made it," said Hyacinth doubtfully

The smile on Ellios' face grew wider, his gaze looked at Hyacinth with love, a small blush appeared on his face.

He said words that immediately succeeded in making Hyacinth fall silent remembering the woman he really loved

"It feels so warm like sunlight" said Ellios

"It feels so warm like sunlight" said Dillys

A memory about the past that Hyacinth wanted to forget but couldn't, how the girl held the fork, how her mouth spoke

Without realizing it, Hyacinth reached out his hand and stroked Ellios' head gently and those who were stared at could only remain silent because of that loving gaze.

"A-ah sorry-" Said hyacinth

When he realized what he was doing, Hyacinth tried to pull his hand away but was suddenly held back by Ellios and he pulled Hyacinth's hand towards his face.

"Pet me again, I like it" said Ellios

Again, why are they so similar? That made Hyacinth continue to think hard and slowly pulled Ellios into a hug

He put his chin on Ellios' head and the one being hugged could only reply because right now he felt very loved by Hyacinth.

Ellios' breathing started to hitch, if he didn't hold back now, maybe he would have been moaning a long time ago because this really excites him.

Ellios smells like a forest, very fresh and cool, it's really different from dillys who smell like roses which always make hyacinths drift away

"Ah...I really love you... Dillys" said Hyacinth

But he only said the last word in his mind. This made Ellios misunderstand and think that Hyacinth had fallen in love with him

"I really love senior too! Really, really, really love!" Ellios shouted

Hyacinth didn't listen to those words, he still imagined Ellios as Dillys. It felt like he didn't want to let go of his embrace.

'One more time, I'm sure I will succeed in bringing you back' thought hyacinth

Hyacinth casts a hallucinatory spell on himself. Making Ellios now look exactly like Dillys in his eyes which makes Hyacinth hold his breath

Hyacinth's pupils turned into hearts and he looked at Ellios full of love and passion. Ellios, who felt something strange, immediately glanced up

And how surprised he was to see the gaze directed at him but he didn't hate it, he actually liked it a lot, he wanted to be stared at longer like that

"I love love love you so much~ ahh~ my love" said Hyacinth