I'd never expected i can through the complete the five stages of grief this quick. And I'd never expected it was you, who made me like this.
With the two months (or so) i know you, i feel like i were in a burning forest.
STAGE ONE: DENIAL
I refused to believe that our not-so-relationship might cause a huge trouble in my life. A poison made by a trash, a fucking miserable things to wear, a foolish situation that I've done for this time.
STAGE TWO: ANGER
And my poems representing all of what you've done to me, with me who artificially talked to Andra. Anger was a burning forest. It's a really tough thing to bring.
STAGE THREE: BARGAINING
I've been thinking for these weeks, thinking to forget you, thinking about how I got trapped in this fucking unnecessary spiderweb, thinking about how can we fix this not-so-relationship.
STAGE FOUR: DEPRESSION
And thanks to the cardigan girl, who is your truly true love, I can feel the sense of fucking embarrassing emotions, included jealousy, envy, and despair.
STAGE FIVE: ACCEPTANCE
I guess I haven't reach this stage, but I will pass this very soon. Thank you for all of rollercoaster-y situations made by us. Thank you for everything.
But after all, I only know that Andra always be the one who stay in my heart.
- kinan.
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ONE-SIDED LOVE
RomanceA part of "MERAYAKAN CINTA SEPIHAK" project by DEV and RAYN. It's a story of people experiencing the bitterness of poison made of love. They must be willing to endure all the sorrows that afflict them, because of love that never sided with destiny. ...
