all the things i'll never say

𝒓𝒐𝒔𝒆𝒔

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[verse 1]

i stared at you, and in your hand held matches

i kissed you and i could taste the poison on your lips

did you even mean what you said to me?

i looked away and suddenly you're not there anymore

and every time i call you, you always hit ignore

you meant a lot to me, but i guess i meant less to you than i thought

[pre-chorus]

we were so good for a year and a few months

funny how time flies when you're having fun, huh?

hope you're having fun with your rebound now

and i hope she breaks your heart and leaves you in the dark

then who's gonna save you now?

[chorus]

so i'll burn those red fucking roses that you gave me

it was an innocent mess, wasn't it baby?

i gave you my heart, you tore it apart

why'd you let me down, don't say sorry now

did you plan this out? watched me as i fell?

now i'm watching every petal drop

knowing that you love me not

[verse 2]

you played with fire but i'm the one who got burned

but even after you left me why am i still concerned?

i thought we were a perfect match, but now i see it was just a cruel catch

now in the dimly lit space, i see your face

caught in memories and trapped in this place

cold coffee is on the table, while we're trying to forget the stories we told

[pre-chorus]

we were so good for a year and a few months

funny how time flies when you're having fun, huh?

hope you're having fun with your rebound now

and i hope she breaks your heart and leaves you in the dark

'cause no one will save you now

[chorus]

so i'll burn those red fucking roses that you gave me

we were an innocent mess, weren't we baby?

i gave you my heart, you tore it apart

why'd you let me down, don't say sorry now

did you plan this out? watched me as i fell?

now i'm watching every petal drop

knowing that you love me not

[bridge]

we were like pages ripped from a book

scattered in the wind after one last look

called me your forever but forever never lasts

i'm still so fucking confused, like why'd you do all that?

i was drowning til you saved my life but

when i fell you said goodbye

i'm so done with all the lies and bullshit that you said

promised me promises you just never meant

[chorus]

so i'll burn the red fucking roses that you gave me

i loved you but now i hate what you made me

we were so good, so why did you break it, oh?

why'd you tear it down, don't say sorry now

did you plan this out? watched me as i fell?

now i'm watching every petal drop

knowing that you love me not

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im a day early again but im bored rn so... your welcome!!

lol i actually love this song sm it feels so aesthetic to me idk why. it's not really about anyone i just wrote it and it turned into something i'm proud of so yeahhh

erm tbh idk what to say. yesterday i had three tests back to back (french, physics, and then a math midterm 😭) kill me now.

any tea?? also is there any book recommendations? i wanna read smth but idk what...

uh also- i wrote another song. this ones called "devil's advocate" and if you want it pm me lmfaoo. i feel like i write a new one every week idk...

anywaysss next week's is called "last choice" and tbh i feel like you guys could relate at some point in your life...
"but i swear i blinked and then i was replaced. you have her now so what about the plans we made?

love you always, xoxo